has been in fill bank since 27 june till now 13 july.

don find myself happier in fill bank..

just find myself more stressful and more unhappier.
everyday drag myself to ta horrible and terrible place where ii am worried ta ii mighe be alone fer ta whole 8 hours shift and will worried of who my partner ish..
somehow in fill bank everythg ish considered as team work if euu are in a pair in a level..
no matter who our partner ish, we need to have TRUST in each other.
even we are all news cashiers in fill bank, whatever we know we just share w each other..
don act clever and act eu are my senior ta ii have to go along w euu..
II KNOW MYSELF MORE CLEAER AND BETTER THAN WHAT OTHERS KNOW ABOUT MIE.
where people dono mie at all, just commented.. eu looks troubled and stress on ur face..
where ii think ii am perfectly fine at all..
eu test mie on the system, and front window credit and fills. seriosuly II DON MIND.

we enter fill bank on d same day, uncle told mie ta euu are v unsure about d system stuffs..

ii am not ta familiar w also but ii think ii have confidence ta ii can manage it well.

but thing turn out to be what ii thinks of..

uncle told mie de thing ish opposite of what ii saw.

euu are firm in system. so are euu trying to act stupid in front of uncle and act clever in front of mie. ?
eu don believe in the system ta ii key in. ii consummate it and ii key it in d excels.
and ii told euu ii am balance and euu don believe mie at all and eu would tally w d excels and d acsc systems..

oo my dear! if euu don trust mie at all , jiu don asked mie to do d consummate and editing of d excels. am ii right to say ta, YANLING.

its ok! ii am ok! eu don allow mie to issued chips to security where euu are arounds. only break tym den ii can issued out. there ish front window fills and credit where vip front windows cashier asked fer chips, ii cut, spread and ii need euu to be the verifier to verify the transactions. eu don believe mie at all.
euu would cut and spread again. and euu wana mie follow all ur ways.
did ii comments anythg? no! ii din.. ii just shut up..

just when closing, smethg cropped out. acsc and excels ish tally and just ta report on d manual calculator was not balance.

ii told ta person to close early fill bank early a bit as we are news in fill bank. ii say ta because ii experience the same thing on d other day where ii was w lizel in l2. estine help us solve d problems.
ta why ii told ta person to close fill bank early. he insisted! forget it, never mind.

not balance! and he don dare to admit ta he also got fault. he also using the system..

so why don we share d burden together as a team work ta we have fault.

WHY PUSH THE WHOLE BLAME TO MIE?.

incoming cashier checked in, and they look at mie. as if ii am d only one who do the wrong thing.
superior checked fill bank and asked why did eu all key rolling under non rolling?.

YOU just say ii am d one who do it not euu. SOMEMORE EUU POINTED AT MIE.

EVER THINK OF MY FEELING?.. HOW WOULD OTHERS THINK OF MIE?..

YESH! II MAKE MISTAKES WHN II WAS W JOHN IN L2, II GAVE OUT THE WRONG PIECE OF PAPER TO THE CASHIERS WHO DOING IOU FER RUBY CAGE. YESH. ITS EU.. WHY DON EU TELL MIE II GAVE EU HE WRONG PAPER. EU ARE ALSO A FILL BANK CASHIERS..

II HEARD BOUT IT WHEN II WAS W L2 W EU YESTERDAY TA JOHN DISLIKE MIE COS OF II MAKE MISTAKE BY GIVING OUT THE WRONG PAPER.

PEOPLE IN FILL BANK MOSTLY DON APPRECIATE HELP WHN EU TRYING TO HELP.

II JUST GAVE THE WRONG PAPER, II ADMIT IT MY FAULT. I ALR APOLOGIES.

BUT WHN II DIN DO THE WRONG STUFFTS, WHY II HAVE TO BURDEN EVERYTHG?

SERIOUSLY II DON LIKE.

II BURDEN UP THE WHOLE MISTAKE YESTERDAY W YOU IN L2(12072011) SWING SHIFT. NO ONE WILL BELIEVE MIE..

II HAVE TA FEELING TA II AM BEING DISLIKE IN FILL BANK.

II AM WEAK TA WHY II GOT BEING BULLIED EASILY?..

II TRYING V HARD TO ADAPT TO FILL BANK ENVIROMENT AND EVERYTHG.

BUT WHEN II EXPERIENCE THE INCIDENT YESTERDAY W YOU.

I BEGAN..

II HATE FILL BANK..

COS II GOT BEING LOOKED DOWN BY MOSTLY FILL BANK CASHIERS..

2 MONTHS, WHEN ARE EU GOING TO FLY OVER..

II FIND IT HARD TO PASS MY DAYS..

KoR AND UNCLE SAY II AM TOO WEAK LERS..

INCLUDING YUSOF TA SAY MIE II AM WEAK..

WEAK MEANS WHAT.

MEANS PPLE BULLY EUU EASILY?..

II HATE FILL BANK II HATE FILL BANK II HATE FILL BANK..

YOU=== AVIN*

first day of parnering become like ta. if carry on..how?