Sunday, November 14, 2010
date: 14th novemeber
feeling v stress and fan about works o.. nai asked mie to consider v carefully weather am ii really wants to resign. actually ii am v firm w my decision ta ii want to resign liiaos lers cos ii am still unable to adapt to the shift work in casino as ii am working there fer more than 07 months liiaos lers. nai whom ish my shift manager she dotes on mie a lots.. always ii get bullied she will be the second to know. jeremy ish the first one to know. i always get bullied in work, or during work ii cried. jeremy ish always the first one to know. if ii take unpaid leave? everyone agrees.. but nai replies mie ta: HI,LONG UNPAID LEAVE WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH YOUR BOSS WHICH I DON THINK SHE WILL ALLOWED.. 4MTHS WILL BE HARDER TO CONSIDER.. IF YOU'RE REALLY LEAVING , WHEN WILL BE THE DATE. WILL SURELY MISS YOU A LOTS AND SOMEMORE I HARDLY WORK WITH YOU. SADSADSAD.. ii see nai sent mie this sms ii feel so bad.. she ish the one who cares and loves mie.. therefore ii hurts her. ii always see her the expression, ii a bit don 'she de' to tell her ta ii wana leave as ii know she don feel like going to MBS work also. she ish not happy also. ii always wana cheers her up,but therefore our talking tym ish v less.. ii only had the chance to talk to her twice. the first tym was on the nitex shift ii work OT till midnight 3am. she sign fer mie my OT and on the 12 nov.. she asked mie to pei her to level one to check..hmmm, even though ii leave, ii can still meet everyone.. ii find it hard to do an decision.. nai always make mie feel so soft hearted ta ii cant hardened to say ii want resign..jeremy therefore don approve my resign tooo......wendy,xiaohong,pauline also..y don uu all let mie go..y.. know how much stress ii a handling in FW ma..13nov..cousin ru de mommy help mie see my fortune on hand.she say ii have good life as ii can take air plane always.but she say ii am v v trouble in works..truth?? dono...and ii only know ii am v v d stress and fan as ii couldnt come up w an decision..families there fore ish important.nai ish good to mie..howhow how how how...............................who can save mie.....who can help mie.....who can tell mie what ii nds to do......jeremy said ii can go and die.lols.. Blogged
@ Sunday, November 14, 2010
