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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

why must thing turns out to be like this?..
ii am so so heart breaks..
HEART BREAKS:(
ii pin too much hope lers ma?..
6months relationship ta make mie had no comments bout ta..
what's wrong,where turns wrongs?.. what happen..
ii got a lot of w' which ii wants to ask..
but uu wont answers mie which ii am sure of.

w's:
why does we become like ta.
why does we ends up only ta has just take care to said den other else topic lex.
why must our calls and sms becoming lesser. (no calls ands smses less den 10's per days).
why must uu treats mie like ta,why why why. have ii did wrongs?
what have ii done wrong?.. ii commit so much of hope in this relationship yet ii get back just one words'hurts'. ii am v hurts. just like an knife just stab into my heart without any bloods bleeding out.

do uu still treasure mie,do uu still love mie,do uu still wants this relationships , am ii important to uu.
if uu have some one elses in ur minds,do say out so ii know what to do.

as ur gf,am ii ?.. ii dono what uu're thinking of. uu wont tell mie what uu thinking of. some more meet just one months once or more den one months once,ii din even said anything. but why must uu used this ways to treat mie where ii doesnt know where goes wrong. care to tell mie ma.. uu know how hurtful its is when uu used this kinds of way to torture mie.. tomorrow (01122010) our six months anni together, uu did nothing. ok. ii don pin ta much as well.. further more ii am leaving to thai fer 5 days,yet uu din sms and call mie to tell mie.. what am ii to uu.. what am ii.. a rubbish?.. wants mie just keep mie close w uu,don want mie just throw mie into the bin or treat mie as a ball ta push mie aside. ii just want uu to treat mie using a better method not like this kinds of methods and love mie more. its just want an simple relationship ii wants. to uu ish it v v hard?.. alone puttn love its v hard de uu know ma.. uu know ma..

ii just want to know ur thinking only. ish it v hard..

feel like crying out deeply..

YANLING~ 30 NOV 2010..
could uu understands how hurts yanling ish..

Blogged @ Tuesday, November 30, 2010
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Friday, November 26, 2010

finally my grave shift has ended;(
its been an torturing 6 days nitex fer mie..
finally nightmare ends..

offoff off.. oo.. haha..
soo happy eh.. lols..
haha.. meetn darlings tonights o..

27102010

Blogged @ Friday, November 26, 2010
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Saturday, November 20, 2010

some randoms photos o..

rachel and javier

rachel and javier

shawn and nephew.

ii tied up my whole hair..

rachel..

Blogged @ Saturday, November 20, 2010
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date: 20 nov 2010..

whenever ii had stress, ii would feel like going out to play swing.playing swing ish an form of relieves stressfulness ta ii had.
the higher the swing went up,the more ii feel better in my heart..

Yanling jia uu jia uu jia uu..
Alex has been more busy lers.. as his gf ii dono what he ish bz w..
am ii such an failure in an relationship?...
we're still together..

Blogged @ Saturday, November 20, 2010
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Friday, November 19, 2010

date: 17 oct 2010.

venue: tian tian steamboat at bugis.

more photos on facebooks o..

emp bank colleagues..

fion ,winnie,pauline,rachel and wendy.

wendy and rachel.

rachel and terence

nai and wendy

fion and rachel

the whole families.

da ma: pauline.

er ma: wendy

xiao ma: winnie*xiao hong

er zi: teremce

rachel,wendy and pauline

cheers..

our photos..

the whole group photo..

left: robin.nai.pauline.wendy.terence,fion.winnie.rachel.

photos..

behind: nai,winnie,robin.

infront: fion,pauline,rachel and robin.

the girls** Emp bank.. from left: fion.rachel,pauline,winnie and wendy..

robin from entry levy and nai..

my manager and mie.. Nai and rachel.

xiao ma & er zi.. (winnie & terence)

Fion and pauline

oops.. wendy and winnie o...

* wendy * winnie*

Blogged @ Friday, November 19, 2010
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Monday, November 15, 2010

date: 15th nov 2010.

finally yanling has come up w an decision liiaos lers..
ii am going to tell nai ta ii am resigning.
hopefully she will approved my resign letter.
nai,pls.. don show mie ta 'she bu de' de looks if not ii will xin ruan ta ii dono what decision ii am making eh..

nai sms mie today:

she wrote: what ish ur decision my dear?
leaving or staying..
must really go out fer coffee one of this days.
what shift are uu on this few days.
whatever decision ii make,nai wants mie to stay contact w her.

nai ish the best shift manager ta help mie a lots.
if ii resign, ii will miss her lots..

nai sorry ta ii hurt uu lots ta ii chose to resign...

Blogged @ Monday, November 15, 2010
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Sunday, November 14, 2010

should ii resign or unpaid leave till march?

dad stall nds mie..

nai don want mie resign.

which one should ii chose?......

RESIGN?...... UNPAID LEAVE?....

Blogged @ Sunday, November 14, 2010
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date: 14th novemeber

feeling v stress and fan about works o.. nai asked mie to consider v carefully weather am ii really wants to resign. actually ii am v firm w my decision ta ii want to resign liiaos lers cos ii am still unable to adapt to the shift work in casino as ii am working there fer more than 07 months liiaos lers. nai whom ish my shift manager she dotes on mie a lots.. always ii get bullied she will be the second to know. jeremy ish the first one to know. i always get bullied in work, or during work ii cried. jeremy ish always the first one to know. if ii take unpaid leave? everyone agrees.. but nai replies mie ta:
HI,LONG UNPAID LEAVE WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH YOUR BOSS WHICH I DON THINK SHE WILL ALLOWED.. 4MTHS WILL BE HARDER TO CONSIDER.. IF YOU'RE REALLY LEAVING , WHEN WILL BE THE DATE. WILL SURELY MISS YOU A LOTS AND SOMEMORE I HARDLY WORK WITH YOU. SADSADSAD.. ii see nai sent mie this sms ii feel so bad.. she ish the one who cares and loves mie.. therefore ii hurts her. ii always see her the expression, ii a bit don 'she de' to tell her ta ii wana leave as ii know she don feel like going to MBS work also. she ish not happy also. ii always wana cheers her up,but therefore our talking tym ish v less.. ii only had the chance to talk to her twice. the first tym was on the nitex shift ii work OT till midnight 3am. she sign fer mie my OT and on the 12 nov.. she asked mie to pei her to level one to check..
hmmm, even though ii leave, ii can still meet everyone..

ii find it hard to do an decision.. nai always make mie feel so soft hearted ta ii cant hardened to say ii want resign..
jeremy therefore don approve my resign tooo......

wendy,xiaohong,pauline also..
y don uu all let mie go..

y.. know how much stress ii a handling in FW ma..

13nov..

cousin ru de mommy help mie see my fortune on hand.
she say ii have good life as ii can take air plane always.
but she say ii am v v trouble in works..

truth?? dono...

and ii only know ii am v v d stress and fan as ii couldnt come up w an decision..

families there fore ish important.
nai ish good to mie..

howhow how how how...............................

who can save mie.....
who can help mie.....
who can tell mie what ii nds to do......

jeremy said ii can go and die.
lols..

Blogged @ Sunday, November 14, 2010
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Saturday, November 13, 2010

my favourite song eh. whenever ii feel sad or stress.. i will listen to this song eh..

' the longest movie @ zui chang de dian ying'..

Blogged @ Saturday, November 13, 2010
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just feel like listening to the song nowadays..

Blogged @ Saturday, November 13, 2010
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CHEERS UP YANLING..

NO MATTER HOW STRESSFUL II AM NOW, II HAVE CONFIDENCE II WILL PASSED THIS ROUND. W/O ALEX BESIDE GIVING MIE SUPPORT. II STILL CAN DO IT DE.

RIGHT,YANLING.

YANLING JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU........

Blogged @ Saturday, November 13, 2010
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STILL HAVE MORE CHOICES FER YOU TO CHOOSE.

DO TAKE AN TRIP DOWN TO

ANG MO KIO AVENUE 4 BLOCK 162 # 01-37.

SIGNBOARD: EAT, DUCK STALL.

INSIDE THE HAWKER CENTER TA LINK TO MARKET.

DO COME DOWN AND TRY IT.

THANKS YOU.

kway chap set fer one person

drumstick w tofu

dry kway chap w addidtional egg and fish cake.

char siow rice

duck rice

kway teow soup.

(and parrt of the duck intestine)

sign board.

UPLOADED BY: YANLING.

Blogged @ Saturday, November 13, 2010
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Emp. bank colleague @ terance,pauline,rachel,xiao hong and wendy..

taken at pauline house on 4th nov 2010..

beloves xiaohong,hong jie and yanling..

* the ingredients fer the steamboat session at pauline house*

Blogged @ Saturday, November 13, 2010
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LATE RANDOMS PHOTOS...

yAnLiNg on sept 2010..

** the whole looking of the present ta he bought..**

treasure the present he bought fer mie a lot..

lurb it.. thanks uu..

..the outlooking of the present ta he bought fer mie..

oO.. the necklace ta dear dear alex bought fer mie on our third month anni ..oO

1st month: 01062010

2nd month: 01072010

3rd month: 01082010

4th month: 01092010

5th month: 01102010

our 6th month coming soon..

hubby: lurbb uu...

* muacks...

Blogged @ Saturday, November 13, 2010
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Monday, November 08, 2010

NOV' 2010..

LOVES CHNGES SINCE NOV 2010 STARTED.
UU'RE BEING WEIRD AND STRANGE SINCE NOV 2010.
Y?.. II ASK YOU WHAT WRONG BUT YOU DIE DIE DON WANT TO TELL MIE.
YET II HAVG STRESS YOU TOLD MIE TO TELL YOU MY STRESS II HAVG..
BUT YOU,YOU DIN TELL MIE WHAT..

Y MUST RELATIONSHIP BECOME LIKE TA..

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...............................

YANLING ISH STRESS UP.............

WHO CAN UNDERSTAND MY STRESSFULNESS,HURTFUL AND UNHAPPINESS..............

Blogged @ Monday, November 08, 2010
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Sunday, November 07, 2010

08 nov 2010.

lately has been v fan and stress.
ish it tym fer mie to make an decision right now on what am ii going to do?...

working ish damn it stressful:(
ii wana resign but nai( my trainer cum manager) don want accept my resign letter and jeremy don wana mie to leave..
sad.. everyone don wana mie to leave..

what am ii supposed to do?.....

Blogged @ Sunday, November 07, 2010
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