Blogged @ Sunday, August 31, 2008
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Blogged @ Sunday, August 31, 2008
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Blogged @ Sunday, August 31, 2008
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Blogged @ Sunday, August 31, 2008
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Blogged @ Sunday, August 31, 2008
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27.08.2008

had an badly fall w badly injuries nearby to yishun.. scared a lotof passer by.. lols.. mouth bleeds a lots till shirt also has it.. floor also has it.. hit those stone de floor ta why bleedsa lots.. lols.. mc one week.. lata let photos do d talking.. uu will understand.. aft ii fall down,stayed at home and rest.. den realise my parents care a lot fer mie de.. thanks benny fer visiting and ur present.. thanks..
Blogged @ Sunday, August 31, 2008
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27.08.2008

jason mitn mie tonitex at newtons circus there. he say he has someth to talk to mie.. so ii say ok.. jus met him and see how.. hmms,mayb due to the work ta he intro in his company=) hahas.. dono eh.. heex=) aft mitn jason,mitn yeeling dearie fer dinner.. hmms.. shihui on leave today.. anthony seems to be damn angry!=) shitt.. ii am d one in trouble again. think lata he come,gona shown mie attitude again. bad and good pple all ii does. ii does bad pple more den good pple. lols.
siianx

bad pple shld eat more vegetarian. so ii shld eat more to asked fer more forgivness..
lols.
always pull mie to be bad pple=)
whatthefuck..=)


26.07.2008

work here so long,today its my first tym ii went outside fer lunch. as normally its boss buy back fer mie to eat. ta kinda of feeling ish totally different eh. lols. hahas. hmms. went out lunch w shihui & jasmine. ahahs. actually though of eatn here de 'bak ku teh', bt its long q, so we decided to went market to eat=) ahh.. mie and jasmine eat 'yun tun mee', shihui eat 'fish soup w rice'..

afternoon had an conversations w aloysius and james.. lols..

Blogged @ Tuesday, August 26, 2008
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25.08.2008

today ish the first tym ii had lots ta conversations betwn chinrui and mie.. hahas..
below ish the conversations ii copied out from msn betwn mie and zhilong. first tym felt zhilong ish so sad and hurt=) till now he still love yun,bt yun till now one chance also don wana giv her=) see d conversations below ba. he cried=( first tym ii know him so far. he v chi qing=)

xXiaolongx - says:

see,in dis conversations. he sound bad,hurt and upset rite=)
sorry zhilong.doesnt meant to tell uu,if din tell uu ,uu jiu wont get hurt. although uu din blame mie bt ii still feel bad! although uu had fan xia all those,bt its still leave uu an scar..........


zhilong lidat make mie feel more worried fer hiim!=)


he make mie feel like cryn out w him.. cos ii understand ta feeling also..

red ish the conversations by zhilong.
blue ish the conversations by yanling.
Blogged @ Monday, August 25, 2008
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24.08.2008

such an unforgetable days! what the fuck=) whole day being scolded by the stupid shitt,fuckn , irrtatn adrian,the small boss.. used legs step uu into pieces of shiitt!=) nb! find trouble fer mie.. nothing to do ar.. cb.=) the more ii see uu,the more ii hate and irrtates uu=) don act and pretend of mie.. ii kinda hate uu means II KINDA HATES YOU!!!
Blogged @ Monday, August 25, 2008
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23.08.2008

今天的我做工只是做半天，哈哈。好开心呀！等一下要去帮我大姑做工！哈哈。有点儿伤心，因为看不见他了。可开心的事，是我把它但成我大哥看待了。哈哈。昨日和朋友一起出去玩的时候感觉很开心，虽然有点儿不开心因为我失去我搭巴士的卡。真是的，我刚刚价钱进去呀就不见了！我好伤心！和朋友在一起的时候，我感觉很开心，没有压力。她们、他们很了解我。有时候我想哭的时候，他们会安慰我！我好喜欢和他、她们在一起。时间很快就过去了，虽然每个人都很忙，但是还会找一点儿时间来陪每一个人。我好爱你们。哈哈。
回到家的时候已经是半夜了，可我真的很开心。

有人打电话给我，要我ＳＩＮＧ歌给他听，哈哈。他说我的声音很不错！少来了啦！哈哈。让我很不好意思呀！真是的啦。

好啦，我会把照片放上网，因为很可爱。哈哈。
对不起，有点儿白痴！
哈哈！

Blogged @ Friday, August 22, 2008
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22.08.2008

今天感觉还很开心的。哈哈。今天晚上约了朋友在ＯＲＣＨＡＲＤ唱歌。有我，JINGXI，YEELING还有GUOYUAN。哈哈。好开心。哈哈。好久没和他、她们出去了。有点儿想念他们呀。我感觉自己今天晚上应该会玩的很开心，不知他们要不要去喝酒呀！好想喝。虽然能感觉自己会很开心但是关于自己的事情我还是觉得很烦恼呀！昨日晚上去教补习，好想哭啊！我真么教她，她还是学不会，她根本没用心去学我教她的东西啊！她听写的时候，两次都不及格啊。真是伤心，我费尽努力教她，上网找功课给她做，可她就是没用心去学，没用心去听。她每次都会问：‘老师，今天你有带糖果给我吃吗’。她不会就是想吃糖果多过听我的课吗。你知道吗？但老师教课是，你不听而且你不及格时，但老师的心会有多么的疼痛吗？想了都会哭呀！我对我的学生真的是心灰一冷 了。我不对她要求很大，自希望她会及格。如果她真的及格，我会很开心。希望今晚会很好玩，因为ＧＵＯＹＵＡＮ要去中国几个月。艳玲会想念你的！你是我的死党！不开心的事，走一步算一步吧！

艳玲会想念GUOYUAN的！
他的人真的很不错。

××做工越来越无聊了××
Blogged @ Thursday, August 21, 2008
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date : 21.08.2008

another days hav passed! life ish gettn bored & bored.. why arhx.. tired and tired.. although ii hav settled quan and calvin's thiing. ii am still feeling upset as ii hav hurts dem.. sorry! don meant too. dis kinda of problems ish hard to say.. sorry.. hmms.. gona had tuitn w my little grr tonitex.ii am so siianx!
Blogged @ Wednesday, August 20, 2008
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20.08.2008

yun din go work,lols. acc her go see doctor in d morning as she havg diarrhea. den was late fer my work. ah. bt neva mind. was still carrying an moodless and tireness feeling to work. pple don respect mie so what fer ii cum work.. rite=) its like rubbish coming to work.. sucks! ta feeling totally not good. ii saw my name on schedule ta dis coming fri boss only allowed mie take half day off as ii yest took half day. so ii told yun,yun say hack care. she told mie don cum to work. dis ish what my feeling tell mie so.why shld i cum wher pple don respect mie at all??? dustbin? rubbish or transparent ghost. nds help den treat mie good,don nds help treat mie lik shiit=)

19.08.2008

took half day off.cos everyone ish discusssing bout the opening ceremony of the new jobs.! left mie alone. was lik rubbish as everyone treatn mie as rubbish and hack care mie. an transparent. was bored,tired,moodless.. so decided to go off. went orchard mit up w dearie yeeling as morning she called mie and she cried due to someth happening to her in d office.went ther to cheer her up. acc her till 5 den went takka walk and bought my 'gan nu er'- god daughter an set of clothes. cos her birthday. my god daughter dis years 5 years old.lols.. hahas. hav lunch w dearie at mac,w one double choco(dearie enjoys drinking dis) and mie drinkn my fav,iced mocha again,lols. ahah. bought her(my god daughter ) an set of clothes costed mie $62.00 lehs. lols. ii lik d clothes bt ii din tak photos of it lehs as cashier wrapped it up fer mie. (gona asked her wear and tak pict).



18.08.2008

nothing to do at office. so was slacking,lols. prepare sum stuff fer the student to do. hmms.. went tutin in d nitex,going through revision w her fer her tues eng spelling and taught her sum new words. omg,feel lik laughting and crying. she damn shitt.. forget thiing superb fast.. haiix.. really must hav patience. bought myself one cup of iced mocha at delifrance. yuppies.my fav mocha. befor going to reach her.if not see her do work,feel lik slpn w her man.lols.

17.08.2008

reach office damn early to type out the thing. finally finish. yet the new fucking boss afternoon den come. cb=) cos mie wake up early and cum office early to do the whole thing. fuck=)

16.08.2008

was staring at the office com typing out d list of 540 customers name,add and contact. as d fucking office ish shiftn to an new place. new boss joined and wan mie to finish up the list by sun morning. so ii stay put and din had my lunch jus to rush out the whole thing. fr sat morning 1030 do till 1830 only finish 300 plus. my gosh! new boss ish bullying mie. kinda hate hiim. nb=)
Blogged @ Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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DATE : 15.08.2008

ANOTHER 16 DAYS WILL BE THE LAST DAYS IN DIS COMPANY=) AFT DEDUCTIONS OF ANOTHER 02 OFF DAYS,II LEFT W 14 DAYS MORE IN DIS COMPANY. NOT MUCH THING TO MEMO LIIAOS. II AM COUNTN DOWN AND HAVG TA KINDA OF MOOD OF NOT WORKING ANYMORE.. LALALA LIIAO LERS.. DREAMING.=) MORNING YUN TELL MIE TA SHE TENDER LIIAOS LERS. HER LAST DAYS ISH 28AUG. SHE NO LONGER WORKING IN ORCAHRDS AS MOISTERING ASSISTANT,CANT STAND HER. SALARIES $1800.00.STILL NOT ENUFF.LOLS.ANYWAY,TA ISH HER DECISION.SHE CANT CHOSE TO REGRET.SHE STILL ABLE TO THIINK. MIE NOT.! EVEN 1% ALSO CANT.. MOMMY CALLED AND SAID DADDY ISH IN PAIN.
DADDY BACK BONE ISH PAIN AGAIN.LAST TYM HE ISH IN HOSPITAL TA OLD ILLNES..=)
BOTH PARENTS FASTER GET WELL SOON-1ST WISH.
ALL FAMILIES MEMBER GOOD HEALTH -2ND WISH
AUNTI & FATHER BUSINESS GETTN MORE AND MORE BETTER-3RD WISH


Blogged @ Thursday, August 14, 2008
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date : 14.08.2008

skipped work yesterday. using mommy as excuses not to come work. sorry mom!=) its jus ta cos yesterday went to keppels fels fer an interview. dono will d interview be an success ma? jus try luck only. hmms. d interviewer pple say if succeed will be in d differents department fr christina. ah.its ok=) he say might need to work over tym..ok=) not an prob to mie. went to dhobby ghaut to mit 'ah tien(uncle) my colleague-always wear lik an uncle de/he always say himself ish an uncle so he dress himself up as an uncle'.lols. w quan.(an person renting an unit of my office de.recently he took off cos he cut his hand while wrking. quite deep his wound. and w calvin(the one who lik mie,lols) ii don really lik hiim.. so don hav d intentions of accepting him.. yest ah tian go out w him,say dis kinda of person uu cant accept.. he tel mie his character.a bit poor. no money. one single cent also don wan fork out. ah tian say he know he like mie. bt he say if ii accept him.ii will be miserable. ii trust ah tian. he wont anyhow say pple de. ah tian can be trusted de. ah tian ish lik my big bro lidat,from startn of wrk till now,he has been taking good care of mie.. and he help mie to wash my company de uniform.. thanks ah tian,my ah kor nehx.
went to rivervalley to pray to grandpa dey all.
nitex went to teach tutin,vomit blood!

rachel.
tireness.
Blogged @ Thursday, August 14, 2008
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现在的我是真的感到很疲惫，很厌倦。你知道吗？在我每次从我的睡梦中醒来的时候，我会感觉很害怕，很无奈似的。我已经感到很厌倦，那么的无奈。日子很闷，时间很漫张，总觉得我的生活方式越来越没有色彩了。以前的我每一次都可以嘻嘻哈哈似的，现在的我只能表面上露出嘻嘻哈哈的样子，但是你知道吗。我心里的感受是怎样的吗。越来越没有意思了。有的时候，我好希望时间能停在快乐的时候，不要再走了。快乐的时间就留长一点，拥有着美丽，快乐的回忆其实也很不错的。那么伤心的事就尽量也越快越好的消失掉吧！我想在觉得的事，能赶快结束这段伤心痛苦没有意思的工作了。工钱又低，做工时间又很长。好累呀！生活在一个拥有压力的世界本来就是个压力感吗！你不觉得吗，你为了钱付出的努力有那么多接过呢？好事情都没有，反而得到了许多你永远都想象不到的事情。哈哈，有的时候，心里还是得硬下心来，如果不保护自己，还有水嫩保护你呢？对吗？虽然有的时候，朋友是很重要，她们对你的意义还有生活上的帮促是很不错的，她们有的时候很能留在你生边陪你多过难关！我想表的得是‘朋友很重要’！家人也不能忽略啊!他们也是你生活上扮演的角色当中最重要的人物之一呀！人生充满着快乐，色彩。我们有吗？似乎好像没有呢。。。感觉越来越没有快乐人生了。艳玲啊。为什么呀？
有的时候用花华问说你的心事会比较好一些些呢。
比较容易表答你的心事呢。
哈哈，生活可以变得快乐些吗？
生活能越变越有色彩吗？
是否从现在开始能拥有美丽的回忆呢。
Blogged @ Wednesday, August 13, 2008
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13.08.2008

begin to realise ta ii hav no mood in coming to work anymore.
another 18 days will be d days ii leave my company.
its nothing much and worth fer mie to treasure.
ii am able to redeems back my joys & freedoms soon liiaos lers.
ii am preparing an diary dis few days of my relationship stories w all my hurts and joyful thiing w my ex.. hoping an week to two weeks tym ii can finish writn the whole stories. ta will be my remberance of my ex(s).


15.08.2008-HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CARINE TAN!!
13.08.2008-HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY JASON.
11.08.2008-HAPPY 20Th BIRTHDAY ZHILONG.
Blogged @ Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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12.08.2008

d part tym grr come to work liiaos lers. she turns into an full tym lers. w her salaries of $1000.00 aft deductions of cpf. lols. she get higher den mie $300.00.. aft my deductions of cpf,ii only get $700.00. to mie,den i realised my boss ish bias. cb! work so hard gain nothing. pple jus join w d age of 18 get 1k,mie. fuck! anyway,no regretions of tendering.

11.08.2008

went to malaysia w uncle,dad,mommy,sugar cane aunti &uncle. my aunti din tag along cos mommy and sugar cane aunti dey all going to malaysia to see doctor. as in check up. doctor say mommy conditions slightly improves and she still nida take a medicine. ok.. ta iish an good news ya,don uu thiink so.. bt its an great experience going w sugar cane aunti &uncle. damn fucking naggy! keep on repeating and repeating asking the same questn to d doctor.
eg:aunti asked what can my husband eat?
doctor say: small fish ish good fer ur husband liiaos lers.
aunti: what kinda of fish?
doctor repeat:small fish,any types.
aunti:salmons?
doctor say:no.
aunti asked:y
doctor say: salmons ish not good fer ur husband conditions cos salmons will affect its lung.
aunti keep on asking why.
she took d first turns den she keep on asking why. lols. she even bring an diary there to note down all doctor words. fucked! omg. cant stand. den she asked and talk fer 1 hours w/o considering out turns! cb! dinners she still chose an 2 hours journey from tampin which they visited d doctor to kulai to eat. nb. not noce still nds to tak an 2 hours journey. fuck. go home,still traffic jam. stuupid!
first tym experience ish enuff..
no second tym allowed pls.
pray hard!
luckily my aunti neva go,if not sure vomit blood.
my parents also angry.
mie!lols.. shown pple attitude and anger.
rem dis:yanling has attitude towards all dis non considerate de pple.
such as sugar cane aunti & uncle.
Blogged @ Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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10.08.2008

still feeling blue today. hmms,an big THANKS to christina for accompanying mie to talk in msn to help mie find ways of solving my problems. after talking to christ ii feel much better liiaos lers. she suggested mie lots of ideas. thanks buddies. hmms,was feeling tired,lols. feeling tired since fri morning. was still not in an mood. totally not! whenever coming to work,feel moodless,tireness and totally don hav ta mood in talking.just an tiring looks fer everyone.

aunti say my eys gettn smaller,she say ii looks tired.
uncle and my parents say so..
daddy say he heart pains..
sorry,lets uu all worried!
same to friends too.. let uu all worried fer mie..
ii am sorry..

boss ish not in an good mood today.. he kinda ish showing us attitude including mie..
ii am tired! what did ii do wrong again huh?
why shown mie attitude fer no reason..
he kinda shown mie attitude more den my staff..
what did ii do wrong? what did ii do wrong? what did ii do wrong?
kinda working in dis type of enviroment ish making mie feel sick and tired liiaos lers..
coming to work to gain experinences? or coming to earn attitude as my experiences.

ii join d wrong company!
Blogged @ Saturday, August 09, 2008
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Blogged @ Friday, August 08, 2008
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09.08.2008

真是的，今天是新加坡国庆日，我还得做工呢。真是伤心呀！朋友们今天都不用上班，就只有我一个需要上班呀，我好累呀！好像很有压力的感觉。不知道为什么会变成这个样子，似乎没有哪一种心情与感觉来上班了。救命啊！我的心情很混乱啊！不自真么了！为什么会因为那句话而变成这个样子呢？那句话真的伤透了我的心呀！我的心好疼呀！我是有告诉我自己，不需要在乎那句话的。可是我好像有点做不到呀！说是容易呀但是做的时候确实很难呀！你知道吗？‘心软可是我的优点和我最大的缺点啊’。美娥我七年的朋友呀每次都是这个样子说我的。何明呀！他也是说我以后会很难在社会混，因为我太过于心软了！太容易相信别人的话了！我每次都会让我的朋友担心我， 对不起呀朋友！真的很谢谢你们，每次我有事的时候，你们都会帮我找一个解决问题的方法。你们可是我的死党呀！还有很多朋友，中学的朋友，理工学院的朋友呀！我会感激你们的！可是我还是觉得心里闷闷的，很不愉快。我笑不出来呀！我每次都一个人躲在公司后面的吃饭地方，一个人静静的在哪里想些东西。同事们都说我有心事，可我不能告诉他们说有啊！我只是回答他们说没有！事实上我是真的有，我的压力。我的感情问题。我家里的事情呀。都好多呀！大多数的问题都是钱的问题呀，现在什么都起价，政府有没有想过我们平穷人的生活啊！他可知道我们的负担有多么的大呀？他们没有为我们这些人想。

算了，日子还是的要过！
在这；祝福新加坡
四十三岁生日快乐，
祝新加坡国泰平安。

伤心也要过日子，
开心也要过日子，
为何不快快乐乐的过？

说的容易做的难呀！

我很在乎那句话，因为我的努力是白废的。
我一心想学东西，结果换来这些伤人的话！
好想哭呀，痛哭一场！希望会好一些些呀！
看明天的心情是这样的吧！
累了！、
Blogged @ Friday, August 08, 2008
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08.08.2008



我还是一样带着很沉重的心情来上班，不知正么了心里还是觉得很不舒服。是因为昨日的时候同事告诉我一些事情吗？让我觉得心里还是很不稳。我以为我自己长大了，知道真么能开解别人的问题但是给予别人的印象还是个小孩子，似乎长不大。虽然我承认有时候的我还想个小孩子但是不代表我永远都是以个小孩子啊！就好象人做错一样东西，就没有改过自新的机会。社会很现实，人如果不长进的话，吃亏的还是自己。不要像我一样太过于相信别人了，太过于心软了。别人说什么，就心软去听别人说的。现在后悔也来不及了。不要做一个后悔的决定。要相信自己。自己不会害自己的。现在觉得自己很愚蠢很笨，为什么当初不听别人还有自己的意见呢？有时候心软会害死自己的，有时候要狠下心来，做一个属于自己的答案。不管别人什么说你，自要是对的就去做吧！偶尔听一下下朋友和家人的意见也不错，因为他们不会害你的。我觉得有时候的我很白痴，不知道为什么？就是觉得自己很白痴就对了。再者就是想要和自己说‘艳玲，以后不要带心软了。要相信自己。虽然在这里做工大老板对我不错，我自能告诉你一声对不起。谢谢你对我那么好。谢谢你们！ 我也应该学习长大，为了不让小老板看遍！等着瞧！会怎名给你这个无赖的小老板看！我恨死你！我讨厌你，好像把你给杀了。我看见你时我很讨厌你，最好不要让我看见你！混蛋的小老板，我又没有的罪你，为何要把我说成这个样子。不要我继续做就说吗，说这些伤心的话来上伤害我。我很讨厌这种人。我看遍这种人！没用的小老板。看不起你。走就走，没什么了不起的东西。东家不打，打西家。还是有点伤心。爸爸和妈妈说小老板这样很过分！朋友也这样说， 小老板太过分了。自会欺负我。因我很小。我爸和我妈很生小老板的气！他们说越快离开公祠越好。我也同意。他猛不尊重我，我为何要尊重他们呢？对吗。
Blogged @ Thursday, August 07, 2008
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Blogged @ Thursday, August 07, 2008
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07.08.2008

今天的我感到非常的伤心。 我同事今天告诉我一样东西。 他说是有一天的时候，他和几个老板们以起出去喝酒的时候，小老板他说了这些话，他说他想告诉我，他不想我一直被老板们给欺负了。 他说老板不想加我薪水是因为他觉得我太过小孩子了。 他说是小老板说的。 听到这些话的时候， 我决的很伤心。我为我的班工事做那么多东西，却得到这些好意！真是伤心。不管别人这样说为什么你的老板给予你的工钱那么少，你还要做？是因为在这里做工让我学习了什么样去跟客人说话，还有学会管理钱这些东西。 我也在这里找到适合我自己的东西。在这里做工作了五个多月，难免会点感情。同事们跟我的感情也很不错！我的信昨天的时候已经给了大老板，他同意让我走了。 没有什么东西能让我好留念了。我本来还想找大老板聊天的现在看来免了。大老板对于我还不错，他了解我的性格也了解我们员工的想法，跟着种老板打工其实还不错。只是因为小老板说的这句话让我干到同于伤心。原来小老板已经拥有了那种我是很小孩子的人感到厌倦了。 为何不早一点和我说呢？为何只是告诉同事们？如果同事不跟我说，我永远都不知道！我很讨厌这种感觉。听了这些话你会有什么感觉你告诉我啊！妈妈和爸爸和家人都放对我回来这里帮忙你们，可是我坚决要回来帮忙你们，结果呢？好像自己是太过笨了。在这里有开心和不开心的时候， 有很多甜蜜的事情发生。谢谢你啊！我是不会后悔的我想！ 下定决心的是不可以让自己后悔。
Blogged @ Thursday, August 07, 2008
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as mention earlier in d previous blog sayg that ii must hav couarge to does so in tenderling my resignations letter to boss today.. hmms,aft ii had my lunch w boss.. we did had an short concersations together.. boss told mie that he yesterday once he reach home,he entered his door step,he vomited. he told mie he iish not feeling well,he feels terrible.. he say he got a lot of thing to settle. like wrking place here.. shortage of man-powers.. at that moments, ii was thinking what shld ii do? shld ii tender to hiim a not?.. in d end,one of d colleague say 'just go ahead!'. hoping ii might not regret in dis decision that ii am quitn.. so whn boss has settle down himself in d office.. ii talk to hiim in private,ii pass him d letter.. in fact he din opened it up d letter and he knows it=) boss jus asked whn uu wish towrk till? he say izit end of dis month den ii knocked my head! he say ok.. i jus apologize to him,he jus say what fer apologize, ii jus say sorry! he say its ok.. cos he say he understand my situations.so he allowed mie to leave. sorry everyone! ii hate to tender actually,cos ii dislike ta feeling.. now company shortage of pple,yet ii jus leave lidat! a bit feel v bad.. ii am jus tooo soft hearted.. really feel v bad in it=) feel v de guilty !!! sorry.. ii plan to wrk full tym,ii donwish to chnge and keep on changing job=) chnge job means chnge enviroment.. den uu will hav to re-adapt it again.. bt jus 'huan jing suo bi ni de'.. ii only can say sorry..
31st aug ish my last day=)
a bit bu she de..
unbearable feeling..
learn and had a lot of joy,fun,talk,good memories in my wrking place..
will miss uu all de..


YANLING V BAD RITE?????
heart paiin..
Blogged @ Wednesday, August 06, 2008
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date : 06.08.2008

hahas.. must be brave today to tender..
yanling jia uu..
hahas..

yAnLiNg gain weight liiaos lers.. shit lahs.. fat lers lols..
wana lose weight liiaos lers lahs
don keep asking mie to eat..
hate eatn man..


date : 05.08.2008

morning mommy asked mie to go down to bedok to spy on dad! lols.. 4 plus wake up,5plus went to take uncle's car down to bedok to see anyth happened a not! lucliky , nothing happen.. if not ii cant think of the consquences! aft ta uncle went to sim min ther to has his breakfast,no choice,so we tagged along! reach home 7am plus.. do some home work and prepare some worksheet fer my student.. 9am plus went back to sleep! zzz.. sleep till 12 noon.. wah.. long tym din lidat sleep liiaos.. perphap due to toooo tired! wake up lers,continue my work preparing fer d student and once finish.. its dvd tym.. continue watching my 'er zuo ju zhi wen',part 2! hahas.. roughly bout 3 plus jiu settle down my com thing. shit de com=) spent one hours cant sort out den shuan liiaos lers! waste tym.. bought the external hard disk neva use befor lehs,bought it at the price of $150++ bt once plug into com,its jiu hang liiaos lers.. fuck! if ii got the money,ii sure buy an new one.. prob labtop ii guess.. currently don hav ta thinking due to house's fianicial problems.. lols.. goes down to bedok in d nitex.. hmms,cos ii promised aunti to go down.. sad de problems ish ta bb's shop really closed down liiaos.. ii miss him more den my current bf,ah jie=) nowadays if really want to go down to bedok only can get to see andrew,cant see uu! felt v hurtful and sad! once uu told miie de thing.uu jus forget so easily ma.. say what uu love miie.. bt how uu had hurt mie in d end, bb! ii am quite disappointed in uu.. althought some tym ii don mind how uu hav hurt mie cos we're seriously in love w each other.. bt uu always gimmie hope ta can climb till v high.. den fr v high gimmie disappointment ta make mie fall down v fast, its like heart break.dear.. uu always treat mie liidat! now cant get to see uu anymore.. ii feels damn hurts! uu always brighten my day..





date : 04.08.2008

plan to tender up my letter to big boss.. bt whn ii hav ta courage to do so, another 2 boss come.. so ii don hav the courage to does so.. in d evening tym befor going home ish my planning of giving him,den big boss frens come.. keep sticking to him.. cant had d chance to does so.. siianx.. so wednesday ii guess.. beginging to feel tires. i scared my resignationg letter will link and affect to desmond's case.. hopefully not!
Blogged @ Tuesday, August 05, 2008
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date : 03.08.2008

yesterday mit mim at amk central,we went walk walk.. den aft ta she went to look fer her bf as her bf wrk at amk hub de fair price,wrking as pushing trolley de=) hmms.. aft ta 7plus we jiu leave liiaos cos ii mitn my parents w bro to sembawang to pray.. ii left office early at 5pm yesterday just to mit mim.. hahas.. long tym din mit up lidat liiaos lers.. jus mie and her.. LOLS.. hahas.. she say she want to go my house to help mie to do my rebornding fer my hair.. hahas..
yun sms miie.. she say she ish stressful w lots of ta thing ards her..such as wrking,frens,families and her bf.. console her a while den she say if can mit up fer an talk.. den ii agreed to mit up w her next week on her off days.. some how feel talking to yun ish an happy thing cos we both understand each other feeling.. lols.. yun,don stress up urself.. anyth drop mie an message.cos ii know ur situations.. ii think in our group,ii am much more closer to uu(**yun) & alice**.. hahas.although we know every one well bt we are not kinda close.. only uu(**yun) & alice**.. hahas.. miss my dearie **yun & alice**
Blogged @ Saturday, August 02, 2008
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date : 02.08.2008

hmms,yesterday niitex was watching the 'er xuo ju zhi wen part 2' w my portable dvd player. bought it from courts at $269.00.. can turn 180degree.. hahas.. watch till 12plus den sleep.. morning wake up superb tired,lols.. mommy said ii left not much money inside my bank liiaos.. really,ii guess.. has been not enuff money to spent recently.. ii really dono what ii'm spending w.. mommy said ii hav to save up money liiaos lers.. so ii cant keep on taking up money out liiaos.. if not inside sure hav no money left,lols. sobx!=) ii hav prepare my resignations letter liiaos lers.. hmms.. its jus hav to depends on whn ii am going to giv to boss nia. ii though of 15th august 2008, bt colleague asked mie to wrk till 31st august 2008.. dey said lidat much more easier to calculate my salaries and an completelly of cpf deductions.. ii am still deciding on 15 or 31..

mommy keep on blaming herself ta she keep on spending mie and daddy money on medical.. pls lehs,ta ish not important!! uu just have to fully take good care of urself and make urself recover asap can liiaos.. the rest of the thing uu doesn't have to worry fer it.. ii say lots ta tym ii'l share up the burdens w daddy.. once ii get my salaries today,ii'l giv daddy $300.00.. left not much money after deductions of cpf.. just don worry so much lahs.. and ii promised not to spent so much money and not to withdraw money from my bank liiaos lers. ii'l save up money instead.kkz.. no worries my mommy!..
Blogged @ Friday, August 01, 2008
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nothing to do so ii decided to visit my frens de blog and den from my frens de blog, keep on link link to others pple blog.. hmms.. saw one blog.. v sad.. its an stories w her frens who died in an accident.. if uu want to know about it. uu can drop an view at her blog @ http://www.caiweii.blogspot.com/
see lers sure hav an feeling might let uu cry!
its an sad stories..


*Yanling decided to tenders liiaos lers..**
tmn might be my tender resignations letter day..
colleague asked mie not to tender so fast..
bt ii am exhausted and tired..
who else understand my feeling..?
Blogged @ Friday, August 01, 2008
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