date : 10.06.2008 as yesterday siad everyth in silence might be an good thing fer mie.. father asked mie fer an talk yesterday.. jus unwilling to talk to him,so ii jus answers him ii v tired so unwilling to talk.. bt ii don think he believe mie as he said last tym whn ii was tired, ii will still laught and talk to dem.. bt now no.. he said ii now v de emo and if continue lidat will de 'you yu zhen'.. bt what ish the main point if ii talk to eu and mom? will eu all believe what ii said?.. mom ish gettn more supertious.. whatever ii tell her no,she will not believe.. so no point explain more.. dad say ii am her precious.. precious so what.. ii said what eu also don believe.. so dis ish so called precious.. anyway.giv mie tym ii will used to my emo life.. now whatever euu all said, ii wont said an word back.. whatever thing ii does rite bt in ur appearance ii does wrong ii also wont say anyth.. euu ask mie do what, ii will do.. ii wont say wait and later den do.. will do immediately.. emo life got emo de advantages.. at least in emo life, ii am able to know what am ii doing in myself.. at least ii know who am ii too.. the main reason to be emo ish cos no one believe mie.. ish jus ta euu all say my temper gettn from bad to worse and now worsen only.. cos euu all DON BELIEVE MIE.. ii DON HAVE E TRUST IN IT!!! siianx... life ish miserable.. and ii will be an quiet grr from now onwards.. mitn irene yest nitex at amk to pass her d book ta boss lent her.. hmms.. yest afternoon create trouble fer boss.. get d wrong key fer both customers.. both drive HONDA and ii gotten mixed up.. get customers A de keys fer customers B.. and blur ish ta customers A get d wrong key, he ish still ablt to start d engine w customers B de keys.. poor customers B could not start w customers A de key.. so boss went out to jurong de science centre to exchange keys w customers A.. ii am sorry towards customers A & B and my boss.. sorry fer d trouble ii create.. whn ii reach home its nearly 2145pm.. called jingxi and talk to her on phone,tell her the thing ii create today den she at there nag said ta eu head giddy,not enuff rest den will create trouble.. lols.. perphap yesh.. ii dono.. ling v emo.. boss sms and said he will cum in office late today.. ask mie handle.. ah.. actually ii v scared to handle.. cos ii everyth dono.. although my colleague dey all helpful and ish willing to help.. bt ii will try my best to learn whatever ii can.. a bit no mood to work as ii dono why.. restless ba.. yanling aka rachel ish gettn emo now a days.. dono why? how ii wish ii can know why ii hav become lidat bt too bad ish ii ownself also dono why.. ii am tired !!!!!!!! xin hen lei ..... feel like going fer an break.. **help**. Blogged @ Monday, June 09, 2008
