hmms.. still feeling restless,moodless.. wondering why are pple treatn mie lidat.. izit cos ii'm too soft hearted,ta why lots of pple treat mie as granted?.. irene yest on phone chattn w mie.. she said my good and bad point ish jus tooo soft hearted.. ii trust everyone,even my loves one.. bt why jus keep making mie feel so disappointed.. each tym ii felt disappointed,my hearts felt pain.. wondering why?.. why?.. why?.. ii trusted everyone lots becos euu guys ar my frens.. anyway.. perphap my thinking ish jus too naive and childish.. sum tym ii prefer to be alone.. alone can sort out a lot of thing in ur mind.. shirli msn told mie ta whn eu hav stress,perphap euu can trying doing sum exercise to relieve stress or mayb goes to beach ther to view the sea.. she said got used.. hmms.. if ii hav e tym,ii sure will go to the beach ther alone to sort out my thinking now.. confused,complicated and most disappointed.. keep waking up in d nitex as ii keep on thinking bout sms.. its really not my ideas to do so.. anyway,ii'm sorry..
ii think probably in d afternoon,boss going to teach mie how to sort out workers salaries.. hmms.. think mine ish not included.. going get pay,first thing ish to retun zhilong half of d money ii own him and return siowhui d money as she used her money to get mie an full dress.. hmms.. got money jiu will return her.. aft returning zhilong,july den pay d outstanding amount to him.. perphap aft july den go highlight hair.. think ii'l ask boss release mie home early today.. cos mitn jingxi, dono yeeling ish going ma.. going expo today to see d food expo.. hmms.. and ii am really tired.. perphap due to not enuff sleep and too many thing happened recently,make mie feel exhausted and lazy of thing surrounded.. june 12 den can off..