13.05.2008.. yest in d office was kinda no mood wrkin.. after all, ii know d reason why euu start to sms miie liiaos lers.. from d start of beggining untill now,eu were not sincere in going into an relationship w miie.. from the start,euu treat mie good becos of .... ii'm not ta kinda of person too euu bb.. recently we break up alreasy 2 month den euu sms miie and said euu wana patch back.. ii've been thinking of it weather wan to patch back since sunda the day euu sms miie.. ii actually though of patching w euu de cos since e day we break up, ii still like euu and still has feeling fer euu.. bt in d end,monday euu sms miie.. tell mie d final reason why euu wan to patch back.. ii'm shocked to hear ta.. even my frens ask mie to patch back w euu cos they say ii stil has feeling fer euu.. dey ask mie don regret in my decision.. will support my decision.. bt ii'm damn afraid of patching w euu cos ii really scared ii'l get hurt by euu the second tym as euu hav hurt mie d first tym.. in d end we stil din patch up cos euu said we'l fight fer it as eu ............ and ii really don wan too.. feel so hurtful aft euu sms miie.. euu hurted miie so much dear ii can said.. my feeling fer euu ish truth and serious.. yet euu lidat treat miie.. one sided lurb.. regret.. so stupid of miie.. to cried fer euu,to upset fer euu.. to worried fer euu when eu were sick.. so naive of mie, yanling.. yanling iish so stupid.. so stupid.. still bought euu an lighter w our name and date curve on it.. stupid shit.. all dis thing ii hav done iish all kinda shit.. treat mie as granted.. go relationship twice, twice relationship iish an failure.. can said ii hav more feeling towards the first den the second relationship.. bt ii;m so sad to heard all this thing euu hav say to miie.. ii'm so disappointed.. terrible feeling.. mitn yun next week to go drink beer.. wont believe in relationship again.. already lose hope..
YANLING IISH SO STUPID.. STUPID.. STUPID.. STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..