date : 01.06.2008

tym flies.. its now startn of june.. hahas.. sunday.. wrkin.. siianx.. hahas..yesh!! ii finish sortn out d customers info which boss needed from mie.. hahas.. slacking tym fr now on.. hahas.. hmms.. too tired today.. coutn down to 11 day den reach off days.. hahas.. yest mie, my bro , jingxi and irene went down to yck de statium ther fer an tennis games.. hmms.. cute sia.. 4 of us dono how to play.. hahas.. bt overall.its an enjoyable games.. hahas..

mitn out again fer another games.. yes!!.. waitn.. lols..
Blogged @ Saturday, May 31, 2008
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date : 31.05.2008

hahas.. if today ii were to be w my ex.. today ish our 05 months together lers.. hmms.. joking lahs:-) enjoy single life ish also an good thing.. more relax,more freedoms.. hahahas.. hmms.. morning wake up to realise ta the sky iish soo dark.. going to rain soons.. whn ii step out of my house,its starts to drizzle.. bt wrking place here no rains lehs.. jus a dark sky.. tym pass fast.. going to end of may.. june iish coming.. hahas.. enjoy ur life whn ever eu wish toooo.. hmms.. mitn jingxi , mei er and my brother at yck tonitex fer an tennis games since d 4 of us dono how to play at all lo.. hahahas.. going grandmom house tonitex aft wrk den go mit my frens as today ish my god father death anniversary.. will go down to 'wan fo lin' to pray as ii din go pray today at grandmom house due to ii am wrking today.. sorry god father.. ii miss euu.. miss d tym we had spent together whn we were young w yun,boi,kai,ru,bin and miie.. miss grandpa also.. go grandmom house din see grandpa ish a bit un easy.. no one nag at us,no one asked we all quickly go had dinner etc.. no one talk to us in dialect which make us improve it anymore.. miss euu.. miss euu.. miss euu.. misses euu a lot and a lot.. tym pass.. euu all leave us so long lers.. bt euu all will always remain in our heart.. ur past memories ta treated us well.. wont forget..


Blogged @ Friday, May 30, 2008
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Blogged @ Friday, May 30, 2008
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date: 30.05.2008.

a bit tired.. perphap due to 10 days din rest liiaos lers.. still nds to struggle fer 14 more days den reached yanling mie de off days.. a bit cant stand it lers.. bt ii keep telling myself.. ii am still young so ii still can take it.. bt in fact ii am not so sure weather my health can stand it ma.. hmms.. still sortn out d customers info.. halfway through e printer spoilt..

the another boss yest warmed mie ta if ii don wear their uniform,he jiu want deduct my salaries $2.00 per days.. ii din wear it fer 4-5 days liiaos lers. plus today don intend to wear it.. deduct it lahs.. think ii scared e $2.00 money mehx..siiao de boss.. crazy. ii also can pay euu now and den euu don hav a nds to deduct so troublesome..

lata mim de father frens who iish doing air con de will be coming down to my office to repair e air con as office de air con iish not cool enuf..

whn sortn out d customers info.. make mie think of SOMEONE.. who iish important to mie at ta tym of point.. bt neva mind.. tym will heal all d unhappiness thing surrounding euu..


date : 29.05.2008

yest in d office was bored.. totally bored.. nothing to do.. lols.. in d afternoon after lunch.. perphap 2 plus onwards ii jiu totally bz liiaos lers.. boss gimmie an tasks to do.. sort out d customers info.. ahh.. dis ish what ii hate to do.. take mie lots of days den can finish sortn out as e company hav 9000 plus members.. siianx.. bt at least can keep mie occupied w thing and at least lidat tym will pass faster..

hmms.. mitn boii at admiralty mrt statn.. went to hav our dinners at mrt statn ther de food courts and den we went down to opposite de 'pa sa ma lam'.. went ther play games.. an basket of balls fer $3.oo.. two baskets fer $5.00.. we played twice.. twice fer $10.00.. change into an ai blown hammer.. lols.. first tym we scored 234 second tym we scored 265.. hmms.. boii said wan go played again.. he sayed he treat cos ii treat him yest.. hahas.. thnkx bro.. ta tym make us feel lik we are going back to children mood.. lols.. hahas.. mie and my bro already how old liiaos.. my bro already in sec sch.. bt can feel d sense of happiness to be young again.. hahas..

boii aka daniel.. (my bro)

yanling aka rachel.. (ta mie)

Blogged @ Thursday, May 29, 2008
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date : 28.05.2008

yest take cab down to bugis to chnge into trains to expo mrt statn to mit mom and boii.. luckily we took d same trains whn we alight at tenah merah mrt statns.. at there spent quite ta lots amount of money.. again buying cerals.. and sum fer home purposes and sum fer aunti.. bought two packets of laksa fer aunti and father.. hmms.. there de salmons fish not bad.. boii bought it and we share it.. first day goes w jingxi bt din walk ta much. yest walked a lot there shopping here and there.. anyway.. bought 12 bottles of cereals fer aunti stalls..

bring down d cereals to bedok fer aunti.. wait fer dem to go home together.. roughly 2045pm we jiu reach bedok liiaos lers.. monday din saw ex bb,yest nitex saw him.. what can ii do.. jus avoid and ignore him.. ta ish what ii can do.. saw andrew.. he smile and talk to mie.. hmms.. went sheng siong w boii and mom to buy beer.. boii and mom din drink.. bought 3 bottles of carlsberg and ii treat aunti drink our favourite.. E THIRTY THREE.. lols.. ta mine and aunti favourite drink among all the others beer we drink.. again reached home 11 plus.. mie and boii took uncle car home as father car ish packed w thing.. bathe 12pm sleep.. too tired.. hmms.. sms ex bb last nitex.. asked him weather can we pretend to be frens.. as euu know bedok there ish an hawker center den if din talk to each other whn saw each others,keep on avoiding den will attract others pple attentions.. so ii sms him and asked his opinions about it.. asked him can we act to be frens of others pple.. talk to each others whn we saw each others bt not avoiding others.. bastard!!! jus replies mie one jiu neva reply liiaos lers.. actually ii'm quite ok w it cos ii don wana want pple to put all attentions on us.. bt since ii dono ur answers,den forget it..

today at office sort out the birthday cards fer my company de members jiu had nothing to do liiaos lers.. boss asked mie thing weather ii know marketting.. bt ii said ii dono.. den he say ok.. he'l settle it..ii dono what ish PSA..lols.. its an big company w lots of company doing furniture etc etc....... den had lunch at1340pm.. agian slack liiaos.. nothing to do wher everyone ish kinda bz.. hmms.. grandmom called mie and asked mie weather dis coming sat nds to wrk ma?.. cos ish my god father death anniversary.. bt don think can off cos ii told boss ta on june den off.. sorry god father.. will go down to bedok to pray to euu whn ii havg off day.. perphap whn ii feels tired ii jiu took half day go down bedok to pray to euu.. kkz.. actually quite miss euu.. cos euu dote on us so much whn we were young... misses euu lots.. everyone miss euu god father , grandpa,cousin lots..


take care..

mayb mitn aik tonitex tak back e money he own from mie..

if not jiu go home and rest cos quite tiring.. btw,thnks to aunti fer making mie an bottle of cooling tea as euu scared ii cant hold it fer another 2 weeks befor my off day.. everyone including jingxi scared mie fall down to sick as due to not enuff rests.. hmms.. no worries.. ii know my own conditions v well.. so no worries..
Blogged @ Tuesday, May 27, 2008
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date : 27.05.2008

yest went down to expo w jingxi.. yeeling not going.. hmms.. jus d two of us.. bought sum food from d food expo and we went down to burger king ther to hav an sit over ther to finish our dinner.. hmms.. one of the popiah quite nice.. hmms.. w peanunts,chicken floss everyth.. yummies.. jingxi say yummies too.. not v ex.. jus $3.00.. jingxi bought 2 home.. one fer my aunti and my father and the other one she bought home as she scared she will feel hungry when she reached home.. 8plus we ju left liiaos lers cos its gettn crowded at expo.. hmms.. went to tak bus 24.. jingxi went home and ii went down to bedok to look fer my father and aunti.. bought cereals fer dem too.. as expo sells cheap.. dey used d cereals to cook fer d porridge ta dey are selling., usually dey bought one bottle at $4.20.. bt ii jus bought its at $3.50 fer one.. and $10.00 fer 3.. as ii only bought 3 cos ii only hav $10++ dollars w mie only.. hahahas.. reach bedok at 9plus.. helping dem a while and dey jiu closed stalls.. drink w my father and aunti.. drink 3 bottles of carsblerg.. aunti drink half cup only.. think ii drink 3 or dono 4 cup.. e rest my father drink.. hmms.. too stressful.. tonitex going out w my mom and bro..

wrking.. everyone seems bz.. bt ii am e only one who ish free.. hmms.. blogging.. din bring umbrella to wrk today as ii pack my bag in d morning and forget to put inside d bag.. hmms.. going to rain sooon.. hopefully when ii finish wrk.its doesnt rain if not going to be crazy liiaos lers.. walking in d rain to mrt statn.. hmms.. morning befor coming down to wrk,wear my favourite slippers.. half way through,slippers spoilt.. ran home and chnge.. ii jus go amment the slippers on d friday nitex , bt its spoilt again dis morning.. omg.. so sad.. favourite nehx.. haix.. bt ii am tired today.. yest 12plus den sleep.. morning 640 jiu wake up fer wrk liiaos lers.. some tyme ii really hope to go back bedok to help out instead of coming out to wrk. cos its seems much more happier wrking w family den others although boss treat mie good.. bt aunti and d rest of pple at bedok treat mie not bad also.. hmms.. if go down to bedok wrk,sure will find happiness ther wrking.. no stress everyth.. wan what tym start wrk jiu what tym start wrk.. hmms.. bt bad point ish ta, if go down bedok,will get to see 'HIM' and think of the bad memories of there.. luckily yest at bedok din get to see him.. jus see ANDREW.. had a short conversations w ANDREW.. din talk much as ii don like e lady boss of ANDREW and my ex.. always act.. in simple.. YAYA de lahs. jus don like.. ANDREW asked mie whn am ii going back to bedok.. as he said its v quiet when ii'm not ther.. den its nosier when ii am there.. cos ii'm talkertive he said.. if wrking don talk and enjoy.. tym goes slower lehs,eu know.. ANDREW.. Euu don always say mie noisy lehs.. like ii am what lidat.. Euu also not much beta den mie.. always at there talk v loud and during afternoon whn ther ish no pple,euu will sing song and entertain urself.. and euu always got ex bb acc euu de ma.. so euu will not feel lonely.. nitex tym euu still can play gambling w ex bb.. so euu hav thing to entertain urself.. hmms.. hav tym will go down bedok find everyone bt excluding ex bb.. cos he hurt mie damn much..

hoping aunti and my dad business will increase.. business will be prosperous.. everyday an good business to dem.. earm more money.. health ish important.. good health too dem and everyone..

quite miss d tym when ii was in bedok.. mayb wrk 06 month to an years jiu don feel lik wrking here liiaos.. perphap quit.. wrking life a bit tiring.. cant be able to enjoy life much.. same goes to freedom.. gimmie sum break before ii start wrk again.. depends on whn and see d condidtions of mine whn ii cant take it anymore..
Blogged @ Monday, May 26, 2008
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date : 26.05.2008..


hmms.. still feeling restless,moodless.. wondering why are pple treatn mie lidat.. izit cos ii'm too soft hearted,ta why lots of pple treat mie as granted?.. irene yest on phone chattn w mie.. she said my good and bad point ish jus tooo soft hearted.. ii trust everyone,even my loves one.. bt why jus keep making mie feel so disappointed.. each tym ii felt disappointed,my hearts felt pain.. wondering why?.. why?.. why?.. ii trusted everyone lots becos euu guys ar my frens.. anyway.. perphap my thinking ish jus too naive and childish.. sum tym ii prefer to be alone.. alone can sort out a lot of thing in ur mind.. shirli msn told mie ta whn eu hav stress,perphap euu can trying doing sum exercise to relieve stress or mayb goes to beach ther to view the sea.. she said got used.. hmms.. if ii hav e tym,ii sure will go to the beach ther alone to sort out my thinking now.. confused,complicated and most disappointed.. keep waking up in d nitex as ii keep on thinking bout sms.. its really not my ideas to do so.. anyway,ii'm sorry..


ii think probably in d afternoon,boss going to teach mie how to sort out workers salaries.. hmms.. think mine ish not included.. going get pay,first thing ish to retun zhilong half of d money ii own him and return siowhui d money as she used her money to get mie an full dress.. hmms.. got money jiu will return her.. aft returning zhilong,july den pay d outstanding amount to him.. perphap aft july den go highlight hair.. think ii'l ask boss release mie home early today.. cos mitn jingxi, dono yeeling ish going ma.. going expo today to see d food expo.. hmms.. and ii am really tired.. perphap due to not enuff sleep and too many thing happened recently,make mie feel exhausted and lazy of thing surrounded.. june 12 den can off..

first ish bb,second ish rudy,third ish ...

yanling aka rachel.

Blogged @ Sunday, May 25, 2008
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Blogged @ Sunday, May 25, 2008
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date : 25.05.2008

today was late fer work.. two boss said dey saw mie walking in to work.. bt whn ii reach office, one of d boss said ii walk straight w/o seeing elsewher.. bt in fact ii did saw ur car.. sdu5522u.. another boss said,ii am lik dead person lidat.. walk w/o strength.. bt ii'm jus tired.. hmms.. no mood today aft ii received one message in d late nitex yest.. good thing ish ta my parents patch back liiaos.. yuppies.. went out v late den reach home last nitex.. both boss say ii'm tired today.. hmms.. hai hao.. its jus heart too tired..

some tym thing don hav a nds to say till so clear..
remember in ur heart jiu ok liiaos lers..

what ii hav do, ii will admit..
what ii din do , ii wont admit wrong..

some tym ii think ii'm an idoit.. being used by frens.. treat and trust frens so much, in d end, what ii hav gotten backs.. hurts!!!
Blogged @ Saturday, May 24, 2008
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date : 24.05.2008

in d noon,jesmond called mie up tell mie someth.. ii'l giv it an consider about d thing ta euu talked to mie.. ii'l giv it an serious thinking and let euu know.. perphap one day we can mit up as euu said long tyn no mit aft since 2 months liiaos lers.. hmms.. take care ya jesmond.. thanks fer ur info too.. yest nitex went down to amk central to do my fav shoes.. hmms.. jus lik ta shoes damn much.. so called slippers lahs.. hmms.. mom and boi mit mie at amk interchange as we going hougang to pray.. din had dinners last nitex too.. jus had an slice of bread ta mom bought fer my breakfast bt ii din eat it.. so saves fer dinner.. aft prayg went down to hougang an coffee shop to drink coffee as mom wented to drink.. boi drink tea lols.. hmms.. 10plus went home.. nearly 11 den reach home.. bathed lers a while jiu zzzzzzz liiaos lers.. uncle called and said dey 8pm jiu closed business liiaos lers.. bt whn ii reaches home.. father still haven reach home yet.. mom said prob dad still at bedok drink w uncle.. bt my guessing ish father ish waitn fer mom to slp lers den he cum home..sum tym really don understand what adults ar thinking.. perphap nds to reached d tym whn we became parents den we can understand our parents difficulties and their situations.. bt ii'm sure even ii am married w kids.. ii wont want to quarrel in front of kids..

morning cum wrk,reach here quite early today.. wrk 0930am bt 0915am jiu reached liiaos.. as usual,do out my stuff and sum cleaning process and nothing to do.. fuck sia.. in d noon 11 plus going 12 noon.. one fucking customers cum and ask bout the package stuff and he insisted in taking d price lists w him as ii say there might be chnges towards d price lists.. den he said ii took it as reference.. fucked!! get scolded by boss jus cos of him.. boss say what if he ish our enermy doing same thing as us cum and check d price of our shop?.. boss said why must always cos of customers ii get scolded.. fucking customers.. he say why ii dono how to reject pple?.. ahh.. ii reject liiaos lers.. bt he insisted.. fuck lahs.. went go buy lunch w colleague.. actually no appetite.. bt scared boss nag.. so jus buy porridge fer myself.. used my own money buy fruit juice.. though of gettn one fer boss bt he say he don lik.. den ok..

hoping my dad and mom will pacth back.. no quarrel everyth.. peaceful family..

mayb nitex going yun house fer an drink chivas..
Blogged @ Friday, May 23, 2008
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today at office doing nothing.. help boss sort out thing ii jiu free liiaos.. hahas.. stupid man.. today wear my favourite slippers cum work.. bt den ta slippers open liiaos lers lo.. siianx.. haix.. sms w josephine and talk w chunleong & yuenmim in msn.. hahas.. long tym din talk to chunleong in msn liiaos lers.. yest noon online saw zhilong.. zhilong ta bastard,keep bullying mie through online.. haix.. stil e same de zhilong.. no chnge man.. hahas..
Blogged @ Friday, May 23, 2008
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date : 23.05.2008



yest nitex went down to bedok to visit the uncle.. bt when ii reach there.. my aunti told mie ta uncle din cum to work.. he ish at home restn.. a while lata,saw aunti(unlce wiffe).. she tole mie and my aunti ta uncle iish feeling mucj more beta.. wah.. ta good.. rest more ya.. hoping euu faster recovered,so ta when ii go bedok.. got pple nag and quarrel w mie.. lols.. hahas.. so eu must faster recovered if not my aunti and ur wiffe sure feel worried de.. my aunti worried no one talk and quarrel w her.. hahas.. yest walked pass ex bb shop.. their shop chnge signboard lehs.. hmms.. at first ii though chnge boss.. bt aft ta my aunti and uncle say no lahs.dey din chnge boss.. jus chnge signboard nia lols.. eh.. andrew talk to mie.. ask mie when am ii coming down to bedok to work and ask mie lots of questn.. bastard bb at beside.. bt ii simply jus ans andrew questn and ii jiu walked off liiaos lers.even if eu were to say mie unpolite or what.. jus go ahead and said.. ii've no opinion since den eu lidat treat mie.. hmms.. eu even talk to an chio bu.. so pointless or mie what.. eu asked de questn ii really sum how and sort of don feel lik answering cos ii don wana and sort of talk to euu.. euu kinda bastard.. what else can ii said?.. everyth ish pointless now.. so ii don wana talk to euu.. ta its..
din hav dinner last nitex lahs.. aunti bought sum peanuts.. so eat peanuts instead.. peanuts ish my favourite.. lols.. dono why.. jus liked.. on tues nitex,left side ears swollen.. last week right side ears swollen.. perphap next week,two side swollen.. lols.. hahas.. hav 2 and a half glass of beer last nitex w my father,uncle and aunti.. stress lahs.. hahas.. anyway,reached bedok at 1945pm.. actually can reach early,bt its rained.. din bring umbrella go.. so no choice.. took bus to novena mrt statn and chnge trains down to bedok.. hahas..

going home at 10++,my dad went to woodlands nearby causeway point there to add petrol.. hmms.on our way down there.. my dad ask mie do ii hav thing to tell him.. den ii say no.. den he jiu say sure hav 'xin shi'.. den ii say huh.. he ish my closest dad.. always tell him thing.. so ii think its tym fer him to know ii went steady w ex bb fer 3 mths we jiu break liiaos.. he say ok.. he ask why break.. den ii don dare tell him d truth why we break.. ii jus say ex bb find sum thing and quarrel w miie.. had an big quarrel w him den he break w mie.. don kinda wan pple to worried fer my case.. den my dad said sure will find sum one much more beta den d first one.. did not tell him ta ii goes steady twice lahs.. hmms.. den he told mie ta he and my mom quarrel.. he say if relationship continue to quarrel.. must as well divorced.. he asked mie if really divorced.. who ii wan to go w?.. my dad or mom?.. actually ii both also don wan.. cant eu guys cool down and settle thing out?.. or izit cos of ta BITCH.. an good marriage why become lidat???...... why why why?..


BITCH,don make mie find thing fer euu to do.. ii'm not trying to act lian here or what.. ii'm jus trying ways to save my family.. don kinda cos of her den spoilt my family.. don make mie turn crazy ii can tell euu.. if not whatever thing ii turn siiao,ii'll do.. ii'l go down to ur stall and find an talk w euu.. worse,euu will cfm lose face.. bt eu so thick skin, will lose face de mehx.. giv eu two tight slap den euu know.. if eu wana break pple family.. go break others. don break my dad and my mom wan.. always no quarrel till now whn ii'm 20 years old den dey keep quarrel.. if ii go look fer euu,eu sure no face at there wrk liiaos.. make euu feel embrassed and no face at all.. eu bu shuang aft ta,can cum find mie.. as ii said befor.. ii'm not scared of euu dis kinda BITCH.. cb.. don make mie turn nasty.. cos ii don wana make trouble fer pple.. bt overall,its euu who force mie to do,ii hav limitations.. bt euu trying to cross my limitations.. so eu don force mie. trying to gain sympathy and ke lian from others ish no use de.. who ask eu cum break my family.. so don force mie find one day go ur wrking place at bedok find eu.. ii ren ni hen jiu liiaos.. keep actn ke lian in front of others.. especially my dad.. cos he ish soft hearted.. eu dis old woman.. not chio still act pretty.. yucks.. ER XIN man.. eu kinda bitch.. perphap june or july.. eu will know d taste of mie who always at there keep quiet when ii saw euu.. eu wait.. eu shall wait.. ii' let euu tests e taste also..
Blogged @ Friday, May 23, 2008
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date : 22.05.2008

yest went to novena square to mit irene as she wana pass mie d dvds ta she lent from miie.. pass her back her original disc cover also.. intend to return her money bt she say she don wana accept sing dollears lehs.. she wan malasia money. lols.. mit peifen at yck.. hav an chat w her at the statn while waitn fer d trains to cum.. missed a few trains liiaos lers lo.. keep chatn w her as we long tym no mit up fer an chat liiaos lers.. pass her my handphone ta she lent from mie.. hmms.. aft ta went down to amk walk walk.. mom called and said she wait fer mie at grandmom house den ii say ok..walk walk walk.. passby the shop ta ii went fer cuttn hair.. bt preston ish bz.. hahas.. den saw lauren at center nearby to amk hub.. hmms.. actually wana buy an pants.. three quarter pants.. bt don hav d colours ta ii liked de lehs.. so din buy.. lols.. walk walk a while.. all the bus missed(the one at 7 eleven ) opposite.. den ii from there walk back to my grandmom house located opposite to the KB MAC.. saved transportations fees lehs.. hmms.. can exercise also. lols.. take the stairs up too to 6 floor.. wah.. was hot man.. v sweaty.. v v hot.. no air de lols.. a while lata go shower.. ii think my mom and my dad quarrel.. bt dono why.. aiyoo.. always quarrel since den e fucker bitch cum in.. fucker bitch face damn thick skin.. don make mie turns siiao and go ur wrk place find euu.. cum spoilt my parents marriage.. last tyme dey v good.. since den eu cum in.. everyth chnge..

office still doing nothing.. boss was bz.. think cos of the cpf double entry thing and upstairs rental unit.. hmms.. bt mie still e same.. v free ta type.. lols.. hmms.. boss.. faster fins someth fer mie to do lehs.. hmms.. going bedok tonitex lehs.. although felt excited bt nothing much lahs.. jus though of can get to see my aunti dey all.. all pple ther.. feel damn happy man.. hahas.. bt nds to get to see my ex bb, the one who hurt mie damn lots.. felt meaningless liiaos lers.. heart shattered.. feel v v de heart pain man these morning wake up.. think lers ish all wasted.. bt simply cant lie to myself.. ii love euu damn much why eu lidat treat mie?.. if lets say eu don lurb mie at all in d startn why still agreed on dis relationship at first.. think lers jiu heart pain.. YANLING,DON THINK TOO MUCH.. EVERYTH WILL BE ALL RITE.. JIA YOU YANLING..
Blogged @ Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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date : 21.05.2008

yest aft work went down to kk hospital to visit my little nephew,javier.. javier was being admitted into hospital.. poor thing siowhui has to stay w him fer two days din go home an rests.. hmms.. get well soon bb javier.. kkz.. boss sent mie down to kk hospital.. he say v near since he has passby.. hmms.. den ok.. thnkx boss fer sending mie down to kk.. otherwise ii hav to find my own way down to kk from my wrkin place liiaos lers... THNKX.. reach hospital ther, again saw d yaya there.. zhiwei de mom superb yaya.. dislik her lahs.. act pro lidat.. javier don kinda wan to tak ta medicine.. siowhui also trying her best to help javier to tak medicine.. lied to javier to drink bt javier insisted.. den d yaya mil , press her hand on javier face, force javier to drink.. den javier face become damn red lo.. siowhui damn heart pain man.. stupid yaya.. think she v what.. dislik dis kinda mil of siowhui.. superb dislik her.. always bully siowhui.. think what.. siowhui nice to bully arhx.. mie so late go down still get to see euu.. stupid.. though ii wont see uu, in d end still get to see uu.. lols.. neva mind.. not everyda see so ok.. everyda see turn crazy.. don giv us d chance to go near bb javier.. lols.. think what, ur son arhx.. ish siowhui de lols.. mind euu.. fuck..

wrking still do nothing lehs.. siianx.. dis few day weather kinda hot sia.. sit inside d air con office room still feel kinda hot.. on both air con at 17 degree still feel hot.. or ish mie got problems.. a bit feel hot d whole body.. keep drinking water to cool d temperature in my body down.. bt still feel hot.. ask boss weather he feel warm inside d cool air con room ma?.. he say still ok.. bt ii feel damn hot.. or ish d uniform problems.. black in colours?.. ahh.. dono lahs.. nothing to do seems hard to pass tym nehx.. tired.. weather kinda hot mak miie feel lik going to zzzzzzz in d office.. always ask boss got thing gimmie do ma?.. boss always ans d same thing.. got.. sit down in d office chair lo.. ahh..

bb javier,get well soons..

take care everyone.. weather seems bad.. don fall sick .. take care...

Blogged @ Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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20.05.2008..

roughly write here a bit bout what ii'm doing in d noon.. hmms.. nothing much in d noon.. so was talking to boss.. hahas.. chat chat a while.. jiu customers becoming a lot liiaos lers.. den stop d conversations w boss half way thorugh.. hahas.. see him v tired lehs.. lik few day din sleep well.. everyone say he iish havg stress w wrk and home.. what else can ii said.. jus take care ya.. kkz.. dono why everyone ish bz havg their stuff doing.. bt ii'm d one v free.. lols.. keep updatn my blog.. hahas.. siianx lo.. nothing to do also hard to pass tym.. got thing to do also will gather d stress to ur surrounding.. ah.. izit sound lik being an human being ish hard.. hahas.. bt can said dis job ish slack.. quite ok.. not much stress and hav lots ta freedoms.. cos boss hardly control.. hmms..
Blogged @ Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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date : 20.05.08

do nothing at office.. siianx.. hahas.. only sum notice ii cut my hair.. hahas.. few say a bit weirld.. one and two say ok.. lols.. hahas.. anyway,ii lik jiu can lers.. preston teaches mie how to style my hair also.. preston also gimmie his hp number.. anyth can sms him and make appointment w him too.. thnkx lots preston.. he quite young.. older den mie abit.. his appearance gimmie de feeling he don lik to talk.. bt in fact he ish quite talkertive.. same as mie.. enjoy talking .. hahas.. he say he hav an dreams.. he wan open an shop w his frens on his own..


hope ur dreams can fuifilled.. jia euu preston.. strive to fuifilled ur dreams.. don give up!!!
if euu opened an shop.. think ii will go ur shop to support euu.. heex.. cos ur cutting hair style not bad.. heex..



date : 19.05.2008

morning went to cut my hair at amk.. actually wana go back to s d shop to find kelvin to cut my hair.. lols.. he din wrk liiaos lers.. den an aunti at ther wrk.. say kelvin no longer wrk here liiaos lers.. den ii chnge place cut.. don wana let aunti to cut my hair,becos sum aunti cut v ugly den sum lik not her hair lidat keep on cutting till v short.. den walk pass down an shop nearby to dis fashion and posb.. saw lots of young pple ther.. den walk in fer an cut.. find an young man to cut fer mie.. hahas.. not bad lahs aft all he cut.. he called preston.. shld be able to go back to find him if ii really wan to cut.. do treatment everyth and cut costs mie $70.00.. will upload pict.. quite lik my hair style.. hahas..
nitex tym went geyalng to pray w my parents and my bro..

HAPPY VESAK DAY!!!

Blogged @ Monday, May 19, 2008
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date : 18 May 2008.


Blogged @ Monday, May 19, 2008
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date : 18.05.2008.



hmms..yest aft wrk tak trains to seng kang bus interchange to tak bus 965 home cos was feeling really tired.. lols.. luckily reach interchange bus jiu cum liiaos.. so don ds to waste tym waitn fer bus.. hmms.. bored a bus a while jiu sleep inside d bus liiaos lers.. superb tired.. tmn can hav an good rest lers.. hmms.. reach home bout 2010pm.. had dinner lers jiu went down downstairs fer an walk till 10pm ba.. watch tv.. 11plus fall sleep lers.. dono why lahs.. superb tired.. perphap due to a lot of thing happen to miee.. today morning actually late fer work wors.. hahas.. think not due to wake up late.. bt iish preparing medicine fer myself to bring to work.. yest nitex already start to cough,morning wake up actually found myself lose sum voice.. a bit 'sha sha' de.. hmms.. luckily yest bought one box of strepsills(swit fer sort throat),dono how to spell lahs.. ah.. jingxi say ii crazy lols.. eat so many.. tak ta medicine as swit.. lols.. hmms.. eat lers also no effect lahs.. voice becoming worse only.. siianx.. not much diff.. hmms.. boss allowed mie to go out buy lunch w colleague.. hmms.. not so feeling good.. doesnt wan to eat chicken.. so ii buy my own stuff fer lunch.. hmms.. e whole total costs fer lunch costs $40.00 wors.. ex man.. dis month lunch , today iish d expensive de.. stupid colleague buy extra one packet.. lols.. cant stand him.. din get to do much thing today.. shld say ii everyda hav nothing to do.. sit inside office jus answering the phone calls.. actually quite slack lehs e job.. jus place a bit far only.. bt can say enjoy wrking.. place and salaries ish not important actually.. wrk happy and can get to learn thing jiu ok lers.. everyone treat mie quite well here as ii'm d youngest.. lols..
tonitex going siowhui house fer bb javier celebrations of 1 years old at pasir ris.. woow.. tmn off.. aft tmn jiu nds everyda wrk liiaos lers.. till 12 june.. hope to hav great fun at siowhui houae toda w cousins.. cousin ru & bin not going as dey going back malaysia due to their malaysia grandpa anniversary..
hav fun tonitex den.. hahas.. waitn fer tym to cum.. superb excited lehs.. heex.. can see bb javier again.. cos he iish cute.. hahas..
Blogged @ Saturday, May 17, 2008
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yest the 16.05.2008(an friday).. went down to causeway point to get sum conics fer myself to see as wrkin place journey ish long and far.. so jus bought few books to acc mie in d trains while on d way to wrk.. lols.. e pple intro miie the 'love monster' of the comics.. as ii told her ii wan d latest book of love comics as ii enjoy seeing love comics,dono why.. jus like to see.. lols.. hmms.. d total book fer the comics of 'love monster' ish 12 books.. bt ii jus get 2 books only cos per book price ish $6.15.. ex lols.. ta tym ii go malaysia buy ta 2 comics already finish seeing liiaos lers.. quite nice ta book which ii gotten at malaysia.. hmms.. aft ta yun called mie.. den ii told her ta ii buy 2 comics den she ask mie what comics ii buy den ii tel her.. she say ta e pple intro de had pass few tym lers.. lols.. e sales grr lied to mie say its d latest de. lols.. wtf man.. hate pple lied to miie.. superb dislike..

today at wrk 17.05.2008, morning till now 12 noon.. sit down in d office chair do nothing.. simply bored.. boss haven cum in yet.. was tired nehx.. feel like sleeping.. going to die soon lers,ii guess.. yest morning flu,nitex tym cought.. toda morning wak up,sort throat pain.. yest nitex too tired lers.. so din hav dinners.. siianx.. sure slack in d office today de cos boss sure got nothing fer mie to do as he will he coming in to office late and will be leaving office today earlier as tonitex big boss daughter married.. boss nds to attend d wedding dinner at pan pacific hotel.. so ii think ii might nds to wrk over tym today.. hopefully it wont lahs.. cos ii'm tired.. counting down monday the vesak say,ii off.. scared tmn going siowhui house fer celebrations of bb javier birthda of 1 yrs old.. den lata stay too late , monda cant wake up fer wrk so must as well off.. aft monda off.. got 23 days din off lers.. next off day on 12 june.. siianx.. wrking life a bit tired.. see will fall sick ma.. lols.. if can.. afternoon den blog again to see what d hell ii'm doing.. kkz..

congrats to big boss daughters wedding..
Blogged @ Friday, May 16, 2008
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date : 16.05.2008..

finally eu hav stop smsing miie liiaos lers.. hmms.. ii wont be so stupid to think of euu again, sad fer euu again lers.. ta iish all stupid and wastn of tym doing all those silly thing on euu.. ii'm sure and aware ta ii wont do all those kinda thing on euu liiaos lers.. overall,ii'm disappointed in euu.. YANLING ISH STUPID ..

saw newspaper regarding the earthquake on china,the 'si chuan'.. omg.. its such an pity thing.. superb ke liian nehx.. so many pple died of the earth quake and sum went missing.. omg.. v bad thing nehx.. my wrkin colleague wana donate money to the earth quake thing on china.. ii donate an part also.. ii donate $50 and my parents donated $50 also.. got money jus help a bit.. cos its v ke liian.. so many kids died too.. hopefully e thing will stop.. no more pple will died.. hoping they will be safe and sound.. must jiia euu..

*no money also must donate a bit..* help out the poor.. dey v ke liianx..

office do nothing today wors.. accounting thing jus done the basic as boss really seems tired wors.. not enuff rest still nds to bz w all outside business he had.. hmms.. do take care..
wear my office uniform today lehs.. the first day ii'm wearing.. hahas.. e shirt seems big lehs although it stated s size.. and its hot.. outside weather v hot still ask mie wear the black shirt.. hmms.. stay inside office whole day cos outside v hot.. office still got aircon to relax,to cool down.. lols.. hahas.. jus went out office a while to talk to staff and colleague den a while lata back to office.. to do my own stuff such as blogging and play games.. a bot hard to pass tym cos nothing to do much.. hmms..

aunti jus said if can next thurs go down to bedok to find her, den we go find uncle(the uncle selling sugar cane).. cos uncle not feeling well.. he jus went to thailand fer treatment.. will be back singapore on next tues or wednesday.. hoping euu'll be fine.. take care ya,uncle.. if not ii go down to bedok,no one to crack joke w miie liiaos lers.. hav more rest..

though of writn an letter to david to ask him how ish he in ther.. bt ii cant think of anyth else to rite to him.. my letter iish v short.. lols.. haven sent out yet cos still planning of what to do rite.. lols.. hahas.. hoping he ish fine inside.. not to create trouble as ii'm sure ta when eu behave well inside,ur sentence will be lighten and will reduce it.. hmms.. dono what to rite lehs.. lols.. keep thinking.. hahas.. think jun ish quite worried fer him also..

Blogged @ Thursday, May 15, 2008
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date : 15.05.08

starts accounting lers today.. basic.. stil ok lahs.. not ta diff lehs.. heex.. bt overall still quite free in office today.. play w staff.. hahas.. play water.. whole body wet man.. hahas.. boss at ther say play play play.. hahas.. cos toda no pple .. hahas.. archieve my first business today.. finally got pple buy thing from mie which costs over $700 plus.. hahas.. success.. hahas.. still nds to jia euu fer ta.. hmms.. boss bought us desserts in d afternoon.. ice creams.. lols.. hahas.. bt thanks.. hahas..


Blogged @ Thursday, May 15, 2008
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date : 14.05.2008.

hmms,morning intend to wake up early fer an run.. hahas.. in d end neva go as wake up ta tym its raining.. lols.. hahas.. den 0830 am wake up, prepare myself lers.. 0930 went out of house to SSDC to get revision date fer tp as its on 30 june.. hahas.. stupid man.. reach mrt statn den realise mie forget bring ez link card.. lols.. spent $3plus dollars on transporatations.. lols.. siianx.. 13.05.08 nitex went down to chinatown w parents.. at ther bought my mom and aunti an necklace which cost mie $200plus.. den 14.05.08,book revision fer tp spent mie $200 plus.. nitex tym mother day celebrations den spent another $150.. although 2 day spent miie $500+.. spent 150 cos mother day celebrations all children treat my mom,my aunti,my both grandmom fer celebrations.. gim both grandmom $50 each,dinner $50 so $150.. lols.. hmms.. dey happy can lers.. main thing ish also celebrate aunti birthday cos iish over.. celebrate belated birthday.. hmms.. went turf city to eat.. the seafood restaurant.. 13 pple eat $513.00.. hahas.. quite fun nehx.. even tak whole family photos too.. will upload as photo iish w cousin.. hmms.. off day pass superb fast.. hahas.. happy can lers.. money thing,now no money liiaos.. so will save up not to go out.. hav to return ahlong money befor aug.. aunti say she quite happy dis years,cos we celebrate her birthda at turf city w an birthda cake,treat her eat,bought her an necklace share by mie and my bro.. bought her an bag.. hahas.. euu treat miie good.. so jus an little tokens fer euu on ur birthday..

trying not to go out anymore.. saves money.. hahas..

Blogged @ Thursday, May 15, 2008
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13.05.2008..


yest in d office was kinda no mood wrkin.. after all, ii know d reason why euu start to sms miie liiaos lers.. from d start of beggining untill now,eu were not sincere in going into an relationship w miie.. from the start,euu treat mie good becos of .... ii'm not ta kinda of person too euu bb.. recently we break up alreasy 2 month den euu sms miie and said euu wana patch back.. ii've been thinking of it weather wan to patch back since sunda the day euu sms miie.. ii actually though of patching w euu de cos since e day we break up, ii still like euu and still has feeling fer euu.. bt in d end,monday euu sms miie.. tell mie d final reason why euu wan to patch back.. ii'm shocked to hear ta.. even my frens ask mie to patch back w euu cos they say ii stil has feeling fer euu.. dey ask mie don regret in my decision.. will support my decision.. bt ii'm damn afraid of patching w euu cos ii really scared ii'l get hurt by euu the second tym as euu hav hurt mie d first tym.. in d end we stil din patch up cos euu said we'l fight fer it as eu ............ and ii really don wan too.. feel so hurtful aft euu sms miie.. euu hurted miie so much dear ii can said.. my feeling fer euu ish truth and serious.. yet euu lidat treat miie.. one sided lurb.. regret.. so stupid of miie.. to cried fer euu,to upset fer euu.. to worried fer euu when eu were sick.. so naive of mie, yanling.. yanling iish so stupid.. so stupid.. still bought euu an lighter w our name and date curve on it.. stupid shit.. all dis thing ii hav done iish all kinda shit.. treat mie as granted.. go relationship twice, twice relationship iish an failure.. can said ii hav more feeling towards the first den the second relationship.. bt ii;m so sad to heard all this thing euu hav say to miie.. ii'm so disappointed.. terrible feeling.. mitn yun next week to go drink beer..

wont believe in relationship again.. already lose hope..

YANLING IISH SO STUPID.. STUPID.. STUPID.. STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..STUPID..


Blogged @ Wednesday, May 14, 2008
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13.05.2008

yesh.. hahas.. tmn finally get to off liiaos lers.. hmms.. already had plan fer tmn liiaos lers in d noon.. as nitex tym going fer d celebrations of late MothEr dAY.. hahas.. hmms.. lata today finish work perphap going to bugis.. as to but present fer mY MOTHER.. hahas.. already has plan what to bought fer her lers.. and buying one more fer my aunti.. heex.. she(my da gu) v care and concern fer miie de nehx.. always cook fer miie to bring to working place to eat as company got sposor luch fer miie.. bt she say keep eatn outside food ish not good fer health.. so she will cook fer miie.. perphap twice an week.. today she cook fer miie.. hmms.. fried rice.. she cook de friend rice v nice.. w d chilli ta she make herself.. wow.. yummy ii can said.. she cook asam fish and curry fish.. taste more beta.. hahas.. sum tym she care much more fer miie den my own mom.. so ta ish an sure to get her somth fer MotHEr dAy Also.. she ish also an mom to miie.. a lot of pple say.. hahas.. at work still does nothing.. boss was bz to prepare the accounting thing fer miie to do.. hahas.. slack.. hmms.. bt ii nds to try my best in selling the package.. sunda first tym sells.. first tym fails.. hahas.. bt ii wont giv up.. ii'l try my best de.. hahas..


Blogged @ Monday, May 12, 2008
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12.05.2008

boss giv out the shirts to mie.. lols.. S size.. bt seems v big.. ahh.. don care.. jus don like to wear lehs.. ahah.. hmms.. quite slack at wrk today.. hmms.. boss not ards in d office in d afternoon.. hmms.. ta bastard ex bb still sms miie.. stop hurtn my feeling ii can said to hiim.. don kida wan to experience ta hurted feeling by euu again.. one tyme ish enuff.. its hurt and painful enuff.. don kinda wan experience the second tyme again liiaos lers.. morning tell boss ta ii wan off on wednesaday the14 , as nitex tym we had the mother day celebartions.. late mother day celebrations wors.. hahas.. morning go do my own stuff.. hmms.. bt anyway.. jus wan wish my mom,my close big aunti,my both grandmom.. HAPPY MOTHER DAY,s
Blogged @ Monday, May 12, 2008
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11.05.2008..

its ish an sunday..hmms.. ling still got work.. hahas.. cum wrk w an happy feeling lo.. lols.. hahas.. bt jus ta when reaching office, my phone vibrate.. and euu know who izit to sms miie..? lols.. din expected ta he will gimmie an sms lols.. my ex bb.. e first one sms miie... den also at e tyme ask him why izit he ignore mie suddenly.. and he jus said ta he ish afraid of out age gap.. lols.. ta ish not reason bt excuses.. lols.. kinda hate it man.. treat mie as what.. still dare to sms mie yest say like mie.. bt why like mie stil does thing to hurt miee.. kinda dn understand.. eu're jus playing w my heart wher ii put lots of lurb inside our relationship.. kinda feel hurts.. patch back jiu scared eu wil hav d second chance to hurt mie again..
Blogged @ Monday, May 12, 2008
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11.05.2008..

morning wake up,see my ex msg mie.. hmms.. were discussing someth about our previous relationship.. see can find someth out as wher goes wrong in d relationship ma.. hmms.. wrk still nothing to do as boss was kinda bz to find thing fer mie to do.. again ii'm free.. hahas..

10.05.2008..

boss gim out uniform to the colleague .. bt he din giv it to mie as ii really don wan to wear.. and its black colour.. lols.. he say can leave it in office to wash so ii can don bring home.. hmms.. bt weather ish hot, ii don kindda wan wear lehs.. he say cannot wors.. its a must as ii'm an staff of an office also.. siianx..

09.05.2008

still at wrk doing nothing as boss ish quite bz.. so he cant prepare anyth fer mie to wrk on.. lols.. again,ii'm at slacking at wrk w colleague talking.. hahas..
Blogged @ Saturday, May 10, 2008
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09.05.2008

learn a bit of stuff here bt stil has nothing to do lehs.. hahas..

08.05.2008.

starts wrk lers.. hmms.. everyth ish ok.. quite enjoying.. hahas..
mit parents at tm aft wrk,went to eat and shop a while jiu went home lers..

07.05.2008

went bugis street w aunti to buy bag and clothes in d morning.. bought aunti an bag w d design diff from mie bt colours e same.. hahas.. hmms.. aft ta went down bedok to wrk as ther ish nothing much to do at home.. jus one da.. ta day bedok was so quiet.. e whole hawker center no pple.. as aunti wan gimmie salaries fer ta day,ii don wan.. no pple stil gimmie money fer?.. even now ii no money ii also don wan take her money as she also no money.. she v fan w business thing.. hoping business will be good one and everyday.. saw my bb.. actually can see ta he ish stil v care and concern fer mie.. lols.. bb, what ii hates most ish ta,eu care and concern fer mie bt eu don dare to shown out.. euu ask ur frens to ask mie questn and eu jus sit beside hear d reply fr mie.. ii don kinda wan andrew to ask miie.. ii wan euu to ask mie personally lehs.. once again eu hurt mie.. eu say don kinda wan break w mie , bt in d end, we stil break.. as eu said even we break we stil can be frens bt euu ignore mie again..


Blogged @ Thursday, May 08, 2008
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date : 06.05.2008

went to malaysia w mei er and her da jie.. went to buy vcds and mei er da jie buy styling creams fer her hair and etc , miie get myself an comics as its seems nice.. lols.. walk walk a while 6 plus went home.. think when we went home, ii saw ah aik.. lols.. ii must go check my passport liiaos lers.. think hav problems.. lols.. bt quite enjoying.. hmms..
Blogged @ Tuesday, May 06, 2008
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05.0.5.2008

went running in d morning,half way through running sprin my back.. lols.. find an place to sit down to rest and den walk back home slowly.. argh.. rest a while bathe lers went down bugis sim lim square to buy harddisk drive fer com as com becoming v v lacks.. lols.. aftta 2pm went down fer interview.. sianx.. ta job seems stress.. hmms.. at ubi..
tak cab down to bedok find my father, ta cab driver damn fucking man.. lols.. pay money to him still nds to see his fucking shit attitude.. fuck it.. neva take down his car plate number if not sure go complain euu..
fuck..
Blogged @ Tuesday, May 06, 2008
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Blogged @ Tuesday, May 06, 2008
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date : 04.05.2008.

hmms, at home do nothing in d morning as decide wana went fer an run in dis morning w my bro.. bt too tired too lazy to wake up so den decide go back to sleep.. hmms.. 10++am went out of my house to posb bank to update e bank book as to see the salaries was being deposit to the bank a not.. (last tym wrk w mim ta company).. hmms.. aft ta went to mom wrkin place to find her and wait fer father to cum fecth us.. to bedok to pray to both grandpa,cousin and godfather.. a while lata went down to grandmom house sit a while jiu left home lers.. hmms..

Blogged @ Sunday, May 04, 2008
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date : 04.05.2008.

yest 03.05.2008, was an saturday.. hmms.. ii reach office at about 435pm++.. hmms.. bought sum drink fer colleague and boss anthony.. hmms, staff told mie ta anthony boss only drink coffee. so ii bought him an coffee.. bt in d end, boss told mie ta he dislike drink coffee.. he say ii wrk w him so long still dono his taste yet.. hahas.. ii only know eu sum tym wil drink ribbina and green tea.. lols.. hahas.. andy and anthony boss told mie thing bout rudy.. izit ii lent him money or what.. ii say yup.. andy say he will help mie ask from rudy back as rudy ta bastard still own company a lot of money.. ahh.. anthony teaches mie a lot of thing in dao li".. hmms.. dey ask mie will ii go back to wrk.. ii say consider.. andy told mie ta sk carz door will always open fer mie if ii really want to go back to wrk.. hmms.. thanks.. at nitex e dinner.. taken sum photos.. will upload as currently now lose my digital camera de cable.. dono wher ii put.. found will upload.. andy din go as he jus drive us go.. hmms.. aruna, anwar,azam,ah tian, ah hui boss anthony and mie go.. hmms.. at ther drink beer.. hmms.. anthony was so afraid ta ii drunk as he saw mie at amk drinking beer w my family ta wednesday.. lols.. we left at 10++.. anthony drive mie back to sk carz.. den he hired an cab fer miie.. he gimmie $20 to tak cab.. ii rejected bt he insisted.. ii don wanan wan to take den he clever lols.. boss jiu shi boss.. pass d $20 to the cab driver lols.. den took cab home $18.50 w d change of $1.50.. will return him.. hahas..

**will upload d photos once the cable iish found**...
Blogged @ Sunday, May 04, 2008
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date : 03.05.2008

its an saturday today.. lols..hmmms.. lata mitn mei er at amk central at 1 to pass her back her thumb drive den ii'm going back to SK.. yeah.. to find dem.. as dey got celebrations tonitex and ii promised to tag along.. hahas.. hmms.. shld be quite fun ii guess.. ahh.. so happy can get back to SK CARZ again.. hahas.. lik ta feeling so much.. lols..

hmms.. morning 6 plus my mom crazy man.. lols.. called mie jus to tel mie ta why am ii showing an attitude to dem.. as in my parents.. ii din shown ya an attitude as ii eu were d one to show mie d attitude first.. ii talk to euu all, euu all don kinda wan response den why shld ii continue mt talk anymore w eu guys since euu all don kinda wan to response miie.. some tym ii think to eu all (my parents) , my bro iish much more important to miie.. what ever he does iish always rite den what ever ii done iish always wrong.. so why still bother miie.. as ii already grown up ii know what kinda of thing iish wrong and correct.. at tyme ii respect euu all cos euu were my parents.. bt euu guys think did euu respect my decision befor?? ii discuss someth w euu all cos ii really respect euu!! den when the out come turn out iish NO , den do euu all think of my decision??.. my feeling and so on?? no , eu all din... ur main answers no iish no.. so what??den ii can jus simply make out an decision out of my own what.. even ii like it or not, ii cant simply jus goes on w my life.. living w each others iish simply an miserable.. always hav to see each others face.. my colleague ask mie befor do eu ever think of moving out to an home to live on ur own as euu can learn to be independent.. ii say ii hav ta thiniing befor.. who don hav dis kinda of thinking befor??? its jus lack of the money as the capital.. living on ur own iish not as easy as euu think.. although living by urself iish havg much more freedon den living w an family.. bt there iish a lot of problems to goes through when eu're alone.. parents sum tyme iish selfish de.. jus care bout guys instead of grrs.. ii meant sum of the parents are lidat de..
Blogged @ Friday, May 02, 2008
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Blogged @ Friday, May 02, 2008
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date : 02 may 2008.

jus simply stay at home d full day doing nothing.. ii begin to relaise staying at home d full days iish terrible siianx and hard to pass e tym.. cos eu got nothing to do.. den eu'l keep seeing e tym.. ii wan go out walk walk. bt ii dono wher can ii go?.. alone go walk walk also quite siianx de.. frens are bz havg attachment etc... lols.. feel lik going to sea side to breeze d sea air.. feel so shuang kuai a bit..
Blogged @ Thursday, May 01, 2008
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ii'm stress.. stress + siianx..

yAnLiNg aKa RacHeL..

sum of the thing can be forgotten bt some of the thing are not as easy as eu think to forget..

thing are said ' tym can erase the the sad memories bt tym euu nds an longer tyme in ta'..

memories are sweet like sugar.. its sooo sweet..

sad memories are as like bitter.. its so bitter..

Blogged @ Thursday, May 01, 2008
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