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Saturday, March 29, 2008

date : 28 mArch 2008.

friday. to mie friday seems no happiness as weekends still nds to wrk.. ah.. ii know lots of pple are not happy w mie as ii wrk dis job.. salaries so low and one person still nds to wrk so many pple tasks.. bt do eu know ta at therwrk, no stress.. no grrs at all jus mie the only grr.. bt bosses and colleague all treat mie v good.. Anthony(boss) told mie ta ii any tyme wan quit can quit as ii'm stil in probations tyme. ii'l think about it.. i'm going back to school fer studies, ii guess.. wrkin life seems tired.. sum tyme ii felt v e useless as in relationship.. ii though ii can forget bout mie and my bb.. the memories ta bb has bought fer miie.. ii though ii tak it superb ez liiaos lers.. in d end, ii still unable to do it.. Yanling,an month has pass. why don eu simply jus put down all ur problems.. bt its seems hard although say ish ez.. ii try to forget it asap. bt why ii lied to myself?? cant forget say cant forget.. why insisted ta eu forget him??? do eu know its hard to forget him,dear?? yest nitex ii went fer an drink w desmond and yeeling. yeeling jus sit beside see us drink. desmond drink 1 cup.. i jus 3 cup of BEGALI at 40% alchol. sorry. ii'm too stress ta why will go find pple drink.. relationship, yanling ish an failure. ii drink till ii superb blur ta ii really dono what am ii doing. ii go sms bb tel him ii stil lurb him.. ii really dono what the hell ii'm doin wher ii'm superb blur. drink till now head superb pain.. eat what all vomited .. think asap cant stand will fall soon.. if ii really fall,will bb care and concern fer mie??

YANLING ARHX, YANLING. EU MUST WAKE UP FROM UR DREAMSLAND LIIAOS LERS. PASS ITS PASS,NO POINT DRAGGING. MUST WAKE UP FR LALA LAND LIIAOS. DON KEEP THINKING OF HIM LIIAOS LERS LAHS. POINTLESS. ALTHOUGH EU STILL HAV FEELING FER HIM.. BT MUST ASAP THROW ALL THE FEELING OUT LIIIAOS. DON KEEP TORTURING URSELF..

II'M TERRIBLE SAD, SORRY FRENX. LET EU GUYS WORRIED.. TO SHUYUN,YEELING AND DESMOND.

Blogged @ Saturday, March 29, 2008
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Thursday, March 27, 2008

bb,ii dono what euu trying to do as eu keep ignoring mie.. ii take it v ez now liiaos lers as ii'm not lik last tyme lidat.. keep feeling so hurt although ii'L still feel hurt sum tyme.. whenever ii pass bythe place ta we usually goes too.. ii'L think of the good memories ii've spent w euu.. actually ii miss euu lots.. sum tyme keep finding excuses to bedok to see eu.. keep wanting to find chance to talk too eu.. till now ii still dono wher our relationship problems lies.. hmms.. ii dono we consider break ma.. although its going to be an month ta eu ignoring miie.. my frens say ii chnge lots fer euu.. bt izit worth it fer mie to chnge fer euu.. ii'm so sad ta euu treat mie lidat.. lols.. ii take it v v ez lers.. what its meant to be urs will be urs.. what its not meant to be urs, no point forcing as eu also wont happy even eu force it to be tgt w euu.. bt say iish much more easier den done , ii still lurb and lik euu lots.. perphap gimmie tyme den ii can forget..

bb, jus to let eu know,if we break,ii also hope euu will be happy.. if we got chance to patch back , its an good thing.. depends lahs..tak an step at a tyme,if stil can be tgt, ii hope to be w euu fer ever as ii stil hav feeling fer euu..

+ bb and miie +

Blogged @ Thursday, March 27, 2008
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yest nitex,26mArch finish wrk and mit yun fer k song at k box..hmms,jus d two of us go only as she yest off.. hmms.. we sing fr 730 to 1030.. hahas.. first tyme spent tyme at kbox w yun nehx.. hahas.. saw yun de mei ther as she wrk at amk de k box.. lols.. hahas.. hmms.. yest wrkin 4 bosses cum tgt to do the staff details.. siianx, dono when den get pay as ii jus started 2 weeks only.. lols.. shld ii or shld ii not quit ther de job..? ahh.. sum tyme v angry w my bb.. if he din quarrel w mie ii jiu wont angry and go outside find job liiaos lers.lols.. angry also no use lahs.. tak it superb ez liiaos lers..

+ yun and ling+

Blogged @ Thursday, March 27, 2008
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why my parents don understand miie at all.. sum tyme ii felt ta ii'm closer to my big aunti as she understand miie much more den my mom.. my big aunti persuade mie to quit ta job as she say she don wana see mie cos of wrkin becoming so tired and the pay iish superb less.. i tryin v hard to tel my mom bt my mom keep naggin at miie.. haix.. superb head pain lahs.. dono what to do sia.. lols.. who can tell mie what to do????... wrk and don wrk also siianx.. lols.. stress nehx..
haix.. lata keep wrkin fall down much more beta.. ii guess..

Blogged @ Thursday, March 27, 2008
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17 march is the first da which ii starts wrk on SK CARZ GROOMING center.. its an car company.. at ther wrk admin,sales, receptionist, accounting.. the salaries they offer mie ish jus $900 dollars only.. siianx.. superb less bt nds to do a lot of thing.. hmms.. at ther wrk no grrs de nehx .. jus mie one grr only.. hmms.. all guys ther nehx.. bt the guys over ther treat mie not so bad.. hahas.. hmms.. always crack jokes w miie.. as to pass tyme more faster.. hahas.. hmms.. even public da at ther stil nds to wrk, no double pay even eu wrk fer public day lo.. public da worse,wrk fr morning 0830-1730 den finish wrk.. monda to sat wrk 0930-1830.. monda to sat hav to wake up at 0630,0730 hav to prepare to go wrk liiaos lers lo.. sunda worse 0530 wake up ,0630 hav to prepare go wrk liiaos lers.. hmms.. at journey nds to spent 45mins and plus walk in to wrkin place nds 15 mins, altogether equal to an hours on journey liiaos lers.. siianz.. parents don understand it at all.. keep naggin ta ii keep changin job.. as when euu not happy jiu quit lahs.. bt now iish pay too less,journey transporation ish too ex de nehx..siianx.. dono what to do lahs.. who can tel mie what to do..
stress..

Blogged @ Thursday, March 27, 2008
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its been sum tyme since ii've last update my blog liiaos lers as ii'm bz.. lols.. as bz iish jus an excuse..lols.. think ta tyme 14th March 2008 jus mit christina and irene fer k song at top one which located at bugis areas.. hmms.. quite fun lehs spent tyme w dem.. hahas.. miss d tyme w christina and mei er.. hahas.. last outn tgt as ii found an job ta starts on 17 March 2008.. hahas..

must mit out tgt again nehx.. hahas..

[miie]..

[irene]

[christina and rachel]

[ting and ling]

[the 3 of us]..

miss eu guys.. mit out again nehx.. kkz..

muackx.. lurb euu guys lots..

take cares.. heex..

Blogged @ Thursday, March 27, 2008
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

hmms,has been quite moody dis few days.. really damn tired and moody.. feeling hurt and gettin lots ta pain.. bb's has been ignoring mie fer 1 week liiaos lers.. yest nitex ii sms him as it been one week since he ignore mie liiaos lers ma.. ii sms him hoping he might reply mie.. i wait and wait fer his reply.. bt till now going 12 in d noon liiaos lers, he still din reply mie my message.. ii'm so sad w him.. ii din even do wrong thing yet bb lidat treat miie.. actually still can feel ta eu still care fer mie when ii'm in bedok.. bt why must euu treat mie lidat lehs.. euu promise mie wont hurt mie bt in d end, eu still hurtn mie.. don eu feel bad ma.. lettn mie gettn hurt.. euu know ii really lurb euu lots de lehs.. bt why must euu do all dis thing to mie.. as ii said, ii already apologize too euu cos of taday e message where euu din bring phone go wrk , my tone iish a bit rush as ii really keep on rushing euu in replying miie.. bt ii already apologize to euu liiaos lers.. what else euu wan mie to do.. bb, forgiv mie, can ma.. hmms.. and ii din even expect my fren to take ur number to go sms euu.. ii don even know what he sms euu.. ii'm sorry,dear.. ii really dono anyth bout it.. ii'm sorry dear.. ii really hope euu can sms mie to tel mie what exactly goes wrong in betwn us..? waitn waitn waitn..

Blogged @ Tuesday, March 11, 2008
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Saturday, March 08, 2008

dAte : 08.03.08

yest ii went down to bedok to help out .. ii did saw him , my bb.. lols.. what actually ish ur thiinking man.. sms eu don wan to reply , call eu don wan to pick up.. my frens jus trying to help us in finding e mistake wher its goes and eu jiu not happy and go scold back my fren.. what actually eu wan lahs.. why keep avoiding mie fer no reason.. lols.. ii din even do wrong thing eu jiu ignore mie and avoid mie.. lik ii'm not important and ii'm an rubbish to euu lidat.. lols.. treatn mie fer granted.. its hurtn mie like ta, don euu know.. ahaha.. its pain de lahs.. can don lidat treat mie anot, perphap ii also did wrong as my tone of sms ish a hurt to eu .. bt ii'm sorry.. ii already say plenty of tyme of sorry to eu,still useless ii can say.. jus tel mie what ish ur thinking now can ma.. pls.. return mie an sms to tel mie what thing went wrong betwn us can ma.bb..

Blogged @ Saturday, March 08, 2008
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dAte: 07.03.2008

its an friday.. christ mit mie at vivo city ther de carl junior at 12.00 noon.. oh, no.. ii was late due to the bus.. lols.. the bus 855 to vivo was v long.. its was an long jouney man.. thinki ii reach there bout 1230.. was late fer 30 mins lehs.. ahah.. sorry christ for letting euu wait so long.. mit lers den go walk walk, christ decide to buy an bag bt nothing actually caught her eyes lehs.. hmms.. so we jiu went to eat first.. ahah.. went to eat ma la huo guo.. hahas.. quite nice actually.. hmms.. aft eatn , went fer walk walk again den back to amk to buy the bag ta christ has aim fer quite sum tyme.. hahas.. aft buying the bag den went to coffee bean.. christ went to fair price to bought zen biscuit and off we goes to zen de child care centre.. long tyme din see zen zen lers.. hahas.. aft fecthing zen, den mie and zen took sum pict wors.. hmms.. acc christ and zen home den mie goes off to mit yeeling and desmond at bugis.. walk walk a while decide to go IT fait.. oh.. its was so so crowded.. lots of pple ther man.. its was hard to buy thing.. lols. a while lata jiu went off liiaos lers.. yeeling and desmond went to bk to hav their dinner.. lols.. its such an happy thing ta yeeling and desmond is patching.. hahas.. yeeling do treasure desmond ar.. hahas.. same goes to desmond.. treasure yeeling ar.. lols.. ahahas.. anyway, its was an fun da today..

[ling and zen]

[christ and yanling]

Blogged @ Saturday, March 08, 2008
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Friday, March 07, 2008

Blogged @ Friday, March 07, 2008
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

it has een an sum tyme since ii hav last update my blog.. hmms.. recently wrk at mim's company as an part timers.. hmms.. its not so good to wrk w frens .. lols.. hard to wrk w frens.. if eu wan to last long friendship w e frens, ii can suggest.. don wrk tgt is beta as if eu wana left e company, eu hav to think fer ur frens sake too.. think its hard to to make an decision as ur frens persuade e boss hard to hire euu jus an part timers.. hmms.. currently lookin fer an full tyme job.. its ii found success.. think ii jiu leave mim's company lers.. ii'm sorry..

Blogged @ Tuesday, March 04, 2008
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